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before the door was opened。 And her first greeting was an enthusiastic
compliment�察 �How beautiful you have grown�察�Ethel� ─�she cried。 ;Ah�察�that
is the European finish。 You have gained it�察�my dear�察�you really are very
much improved。;
;And you also�察�Dora�拭─�
The words were really a question�察 �but Dora accepted them as an
assertion�察�and was satisfied。
;I suppose I am�察─ �she answered�察 �though I'm sure I can't tell how it
should be so�察�unless worry of all kinds is good for good looks。 I've had
enough of that for a lifetime。;
;Now�察�Dora。;
;Oh�察�it's the solid truthpartly your fault too。;
;I never interfered;
;Of course you didn't�察 �but you ought to have interfered。 When you
called on me in London you might have seen that I was not happy�察�and I
wanted to come to Rawdon Court�察�and you would not invite me。 I called
your behavior then `very mean��' and I have not altered my opinion of it。;
;There were good reasons�察�Dora�察�why I could not ask you。;
;Good reasons are usually selfish ones�察 �Ethel�察 �and Fred Mostyn told
me what they were。
;He likely told you untruths�察 �Dora�察 �for he knew nothing about my
reasons。 I saw very little of him。;
;I know。 You treated him as badly as you treated me�察�and all for some
wild West creaturea regular cowboy�察�Fred said�察�but then a Rawdon� ─�
;Mr。 Mostyn has misrepresented Mr。 Tyrrel Rawdonthat is all about
it。 I shall not explain `how' or `why。' Did you enjoy yourself at Stanhope
Castle�拭─�
;Enjoy myself� �Are you making fun of me�拭�Ethel�察�dear�察�it was the most
awful experience。 You never can imagine such a life�察 �and such women。
They were dressed for a walk at six o'clock�察 �they had breakfast at half´
past seven。 They went to the village and inspected cottages�察 �and gave
lessons in housekeeping or dressmaking or some other drudgery till noon。
They walked back to the Castle for lunch。 They attended to their own
improvement from half´past one until four�察 �had lessons in drawing and
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chemistry�察 �and�察 �I believe�察 �electricity。 They had another walk�察 �and then
indulged themselves with a cup of tea。 They dressed and received visitors�察�
and read science or theology between whiles。 There was always some
noted preacher or scholar at the dinner table。 The conversation was about
acids and explosives�察�or the planets or bishops�察�or else on the never�察�never´
ending subject of elevating the workingman and building schools for his
children。 Basil�察 �of course�察 �enjoyed it。 He thought he was giving me a
magnificent object lesson。 He was never done praising the ladies Mary
Elinor and Adelaide Stanhope。 I'm sure I wish he had married one or all of
themand I told him so。;
;You could not be so cruel�察�Dora。;
;I managed it with the greatest ease imaginable。 He was always
trotting at their side。 They spoke of him as `the most pious young man。' I
have no doubt they were all in love with him。 I hope they were。 I used to
pretend to be very much in love when they were present。 I dare say it
made them wretched。 Besides�察 �they blushed and thought me improper。
Basil didn't approve�察�either�察�so I hit all round。;
She rose at this memory and shook out her silk skirts�察�and walked up
and down the room with an air that was the visible expression of the
mockery and jealousy in her heart。 This was an entirely different Dora to
the lachrymose�察�untidy wife at the Savoy Hotel in London�察�and Ethel had a
momentary pang at the thought of the suffering which was responsible for
the change。
;If I had thought�察 �Dora�察 �you were so uncomfortable�察 �I would have
asked Basil and you to the Court。;
;You saw I was not happy when I was at the Savoy。;
;I thought you and Basil had had a kind of lovers' quarrel�察�and that it
would blow over in an hour or two�察�no one likes to meddle with an affair
of that kind。 Are you going to Newport�察�or is Mrs。 Denning in New York�拭─�
;That is another trouble�察�Ethel。 When I wrote mother I wanted to come
to her�察�she sent me word she was going to Lenox with a friend。 Then�察�like
you�察�she said `she had no liberty to invite me��' and so on。 I never knew
mother act in such a way before。 I nearly broke my heart about it for a few
days�察�then I made up my mind I wouldn't care。;
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;Mrs。 Denning�察�I am sure�察�thought she did the wisest and kindest thing
possible。;
;I didn't want mother to be wise。 I wanted her to understand that I was
fairly worn out with my present life and needed a change。 I'm sure she did
understand。 Then why was she so cruel�拭─�and she shrugged her shoulders
impatiently and sat down。 ;I'm so tired of life�察─�she continued。 ;When did
you hear of Fred Mostyn�拭─�
;I know nothing of his movements。 Is he in America�拭─�
;Somewhere。 I asked mother if he was in Newport�察 �and she never
answered the ques´ tion。 I suppose he will be in New York for the winter
season。 I hope so。;
This topic threatened to be more dangerous than the other�察�and Ethel�察�
after many and futile attempts to bring conversation into safe
commonplace channels�察 �pleaded other engagements and went away。 She
was painfully depressed by the interview。 All the elements of tragedy were
gathered together under the roof she had just left�察�and�察�as far as she could
see�察�there was no deliverer wise and strong enough to prevent a calamity。
She did not repeat to Ruth the conversation which had been so painful to
her。 She described Dora's dress and appearance�察�and commented on Fred
Mostyn's description of Tyrrel Rawdon�察�and on Mrs。 Denning's refusal of
her daughter's proposed visit。
Ruth thought the latter circumstance significant。 ;I dare say Mostyn
was in Newport at that time�察─�she answered。 ;Mrs。 Denning has some very
quick perceptions。; And Ruth's opinion was probably correct�察�for during
dinner the Judge remarked in a casual manner that he had met Mr。 Mostyn
on the avenue as he was coming home。 ;He was well�察─�he said�察 �and made
all the usual inquiries as to your health。; And both Ruth and Ethel
understood that he wished them to know of Mostyn's presence in the city�察�
and to be prepared for meeting him�察�but did not care to discuss the subject
further�察�at least at that time。 The information brought precisely the same
thought at the same moment to both women�察 �and as soon as they were
alone they uttered it。
;She knew Mostyn was in the city�察─�said Ethel in a low voice。
;Certainly。;
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;She was expecting him。;
;I am sure of it。;
;Her elaborate and beautiful dressing was for him。;
;Poor Basil� ─�
;She asked me to stay and lunch with her�察�but very coolly�察�and when I
refused�察�did not press the matter as she used to do。 Yes�察�she was expecting
him。 I understand now her nervous manner�察 �her restlessness�察 �her
indifference to my short visit。 I wish I could do anything。;
;You cannot�察�and you must not try。;
;Some one must try。;
;There is her husband。 Have you heard from Tyrrel yet�察─�
;I have had a couple of telegrams。 He will write from Chicago。;
;Is he going at once to the Hot Springs�拭─�
;As rapidly as possible。 Colonel Rawdon is now there�察 �and very ill。
Tyrrel will put his father first of all。 The trouble at the mine can be
investigated afterwards。;
;You will miss him very much。 You have been so happy together。;
;Of course I shall miss him。 But it will be a good thing for us to be
apart awhile。 Love must have some time in which to grow。 I am a little
tired of being very happy�察�and I think Tyrrel also will find absence a relief。
In `Lalla Rookh' there is a line about love `falling asleep in a sameness of
splendor。' It might。 How melancholy is a long spell of hot�察 �sunshiny
weather�察�and how gratefully we welcome the first shower of rain。;
;Love has made you a philosopher�察�Ethel。;
;Well�察�it is rather an advantage than otherwise。 I am going to take a
walk�察 �Ruth�察 �into the very heart of Broadway。 I have had enough of the
peace of the country。 I want the crack�察�and crash�察�and rattle�察�and grind of
wheels�察�the confused cries�察�the snatches of talk and laughter�察�the tread of
crowds�察 �the sound of bells�察 �and clocks�察 �and chimes。 I long for all the
chaotic�察 �unintelligible noise of the streets。 How suggestive it is� �Yet it
never explains itself。 It only gives one a full sense of life。 Love may need
just the same stimulus。 I wish grandmother would come home。 I should
not require Broadway as a stimulus。 I am afraid she will be very angry
with me�察 �and there will be a battle royal in Gramercy Park。; It was
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nearly a week before Ethel had this crisis to meet。 She went down to it
with a radiant face and charming manner�察 �and her reception was very
cordial。 Madam would not throw down the glove until the proper moment�察�
besides�察 �there were many very interesting subjects to talk over�察 �and she
wanted ;to find things out; that would never be told unless tempers were
propitious。 Added to these reasons was the solid one that she really adored
her granddaughter�察 �and was immensely cheered by the very sight of the
rosy�察 �smiling countenance lifted to her sitting´room window in passing。
She�察�indeed�察�pretended to be there in order to get a good light for her new
shell pattern�察 �but she was watching for Ethel�察 �and Ethel understood the
shell