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house�察 �you may show any visitor where you like。 She took up some
knitting of Miss Matty's and began to be very busy�察�though I could see
how she trembled all over。
Miss Jenkyns rang the bell�察 �and told the servant who answered it to
show Major Gordon upstairs�察�and�察�presently�察�in walked a tall�察�fine�察 �frank´
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looking man of forty or upwards。 He shook hands with Miss Jessie�察�
but he could not see her eyes�察 �she kept them so fixed on the ground。
Miss Jenkyns asked me if I would come and help her to tie up the
preserves in the store´room�察�and though Miss Jessie plucked at my gown�察�
and even looked up at me with begging eye�察 �I durst not refuse to go
where Miss Jenkyns asked。 Instead of tying up preserves in the store´
room�察 �however�察 �we went to talk in the dining´room�察 �and there Miss
Jenkyns told me what Major Gordon had told her�察�how he had served in
the same regiment with Captain Brown�察 �and had become acquainted
with Miss Jessie�察 �then a sweet´ looking�察 �blooming girl of eighteen�察�how
the acquaintance had grown into love on his part�察 �though it had been
some years before he had spoken�察�how�察�on becoming possessed�察�through
the will of an uncle�察 �of a good estate in Scotland�察 �he had offered and
been refused�察 �though with so much agitation and evident distress that he
was sure she was not indifferent to him�察�and how he had discovered that
the obstacle was the fell disease which was�察 �even then�察 �too surely
threatening her sister。 She had mentioned that the surgeons foretold
intense suffering�察 �and there was no one but herself to nurse her poor
Mary�察�or cheer and comfort her father during the time of illness。 They
had had long discussions�察�and on her refusal to pledge herself to him as
his wife when all should be over�察�he had grown angry�察�and broken off
entirely�察�and gone abroad�察 �believing that she was a cold´hearted person
whom he would do well to forget。
He had been travelling in the East�察�and was on his return home when�察�
at Rome�察�he saw the account of Captain Brown's death in GALIGNANI。
Just then Miss Matty�察 �who had been out all the morning�察 �and had
only lately returned to the house�察 �burst in with a face of dismay and
outraged propriety。
;Oh�察�goodness me� ─�she said。 ;Deborah�察�there's a gentleman sitting
in the drawing´room with his arm round Miss Jessie's waist� ─ �Miss
Matty's eyes looked large with terror。
Miss Jenkyns snubbed her down in an instant。
;The most proper place in the world for his arm to be in。 Go away�察�
Matilda�察�and mind your own business。; This from her sister�察�who had
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hitherto been a model of feminine decorum�察�was a blow for poor Miss
Matty�察�and with a double shock she left the room。
The last time I ever saw poor Miss Jenkyns was many years after
this。 Mrs Gordon had kept up a warm and affectionate intercourse with
all at Cranford。 Miss Jenkyns�察�Miss Matty�察�and Miss Pole had all been
to visit her�察 �and returned with wonderful accounts of her house�察 �her
husband�察 �her dress�察 �and her looks。 For�察 �with happiness�察 �something of
her early bloom returned�察�she had been a year or two younger than we
had taken her for。 Her eyes were always lovely�察 �and�察�as Mrs Gordon�察�
her dimples were not out of place。 At the time to which I have referred�察�
when I last saw Miss Jenkyns�察�that lady was old and feeble�察�and had lost
something of her strong mind。 Little Flora Gordon was staying with the
Misses Jenkyns�察 �and when I came in she was reading aloud to Miss
Jenkyns�察�who lay feeble and changed on the sofa。 Flora put down the
RAMBLER when I came in。
;Ah� ─ �said Miss Jenkyns�察 �you find me changed�察 �my dear。 If can't
see as I used to do。 I Flora were not here to read to me�察�I hardly know
how I should get through the day。 Did you ever read the RAMBLER�拭�
It's a wonderful book ´ wonderful� �and the most improving reading for
Flora; ��which I daresay it would have been�察�if she could have read half
the words without spelling�察�and could have understood the meaning of a
third���察 �better than that strange old book�察 �with the queer name�察 �poor
Captain Brown was killed for reading ´ that book by Mr Boz�察�you know
´ 'Old Poz'�察�when I was a girl ´ but that's a long time ago ´ I acted Lucy
in 'Old Poz。'; She babbled on long enough for Flora to get a good long
spell at the ;Christmas Carol�察─�which Miss Matty had left on the table。
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CHAPTER III ´ A LOVE AFFAIR
OF LONG AGO
I THOUGHT that probably my connection with Cranford would cease
after Miss Jenkyns's death�察�at least�察�that it would have to be kept up by
correspondence�察 �which bears much the same relation to personal
intercourse that the books of dried plants I sometimes see �─�Hortus
Siccus�察─�I think they call the thing�� do to the living and fresh flowers in
the lines and meadows。 I was pleasantly surprised�察 �therefore�察 �by
receiving a letter from Miss Pole ��who had always come in for a
supplementary week after my annual visit to Miss Jenkyns�� proposing
that I should go and stay with her�察�and then�察�in a couple of days after my
acceptance�察 �came a note from Miss Matty�察 �in which�察 �in a rather
circuitous and very humble manner�察 �she told me how much pleasure I
should confer if I could spend a week or two with her�察�either before or
after I had been at Miss Pole's�察 �for�察─ �she said�察 �since my dear sister's
death I am well aware I have no attractions to offer�察 �it is only to the
kindness of my friends that I can owe their company。;
Of course I promised to come to dear Miss Matty as soon as I had
ended my visit to Miss Pole�察�and the day after my arrival at Cranford I
went to see her�察�much wondering what the house would be like without
Miss Jenkyns�察�and rather dreading the changed aspect of things。 Miss
Matty began to cry as soon as she saw me。 She was evidently nervous
from having anticipated my call。 I comforted her as well as I could�察�
and I found the best consolation I could give was the honest praise that
came from my heart as I spoke of the deceased。 Miss Matty slowly
shook her head over each virtue as it was named and attributed to her
sister�察 �and at last she could not restrain the tears which had long been
silently flowing�察 �but hid her face behind her handkerchief and sobbed
aloud。
;Dear Miss Matty�察─ �said I�察 �taking her hand ´ for indeed I did not
know in what way to tell her how sorry I was for her�察�left deserted in the
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world。 She put down her handkerchief and said ´
;My dear�察�I'd rather you did not call me Matty。 She did not like it�察�
but I did many a thing she did not like�察�I'm afraid ´ and now she's gone� �
If you please�察�my love�察�will you call me Matilda�拭─�
I promised faithfully�察�and began to practise the new name with Miss
Pole that very day�察�and�察�by degrees�察�Miss Matilda's feeling on the subject
was known through Cranford�察�and we all tried to drop the more familiar
name�察�but with so little success that by´and´by we gave up the attempt。
My visit to Miss Pole was very quiet。 Miss Jenkyns had so long
taken the lead in Cranford that now she was gone�察�they hardly knew how
to give a party。 The Honourable Mrs Jamieson�察�to whom Miss Jenkyns
herself had always yielded the post of honour�察 �was fat and inert�察 �and
very much at the mercy of her old servants。 If they chose that she
should give a party�察�they reminded her of the necessity for so doing�此�if
not�察�she let it alone。 There was all the more time for me to hear old´
world stories from Miss Pole�察 �while she sat knitting�察�and I making my
father's shirts。 I always took a quantity of plain sewing to Cranford�察�for�察�
as we did not read much�察�or walk much�察�I found it a capital time to get
through my work。 One of Miss Pole's stories related to a shadow of a
love affair that was dimly perceived or suspected long years before。
Presently�察 �the time arrived when I was to remove to Miss Matilda's
house。 I found her timid and anxious about the arrangements for my
comfort。 Many a time�察 �while I was unpacking�察 �did she come
backwards and forwards to stir the fire which burned all the worse for
being so frequently poked。
;Have you drawers enough�察�dear�拭─�asked she。 ;I don't know exactly
how my sister used to arrange them。 She had capital methods。 I am
sure she would have trained a servant in a week to make a be