屋顶间的哲学家_梭维斯特-第7章
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aborderwithmignonette；giveshertherestoftheseedswhichhedoesnotwant；andtheoldmaidgoesoffdelighted；andbeginstoactoveragainthedreamofpairedandhercanofmilk；withtheseflowersofherimagination。
onreachingthegroveofacacias；wherethefairwasgoingon；ilostsightofthetwosisters。iwentaloneamongthesights：therewerelotteriesgoingon；mountebankshows；placesforeatinganddrinking；andforshootingwiththecross…bow。ihavealwaysbeenstruckbythespiritoftheseout…of…doorfestivities。indrawing…roomentertainments；peoplearecold；grave；oftenlistless；andmostofthosewhogotherearebroughttogetherbyhabitortheobligationsofsociety；inthecountryassemblies；onthecontrary；youonlyfindthosewhoareattractedbythehopeofenjoyment。there；itisaforcedconscription；here；theyarevolunteersforgayety！then；howeasilytheyarepleased！howfarthiscrowdofpeopleisyetfromknowingthattobepleasedwithnothing；andtolookdownoneverything；istheheightoffashionandgoodtaste！
doubtlesstheiramusementsareoftencoarse；eleganceandrefinementarewantinginthem；butatleasttheyhaveheartiness。oh；thattheheartyenjoymentsofthesemerry…makingscouldberetainedinunionwithlessvulgarfeeling！formerlyreligionstampeditsholycharacteronthecelebrationofcountryfestivals；andpurifiedthepleasureswithoutdeprivingthemoftheirsimplicity。
thehourarrivesatwhichthedoorsoftheporcelainmanufactoryandthemuseumofpotteryareopentothepublic。imeetfrancesandmadeleineagaininthefirstroom。frightenedatfindingthemselvesinthemidstofsuchregalmagnificence；theyhardlydarewalk；theyspeakinalowtone；asiftheywereinachurch。
〃weareinthekingshouse；〃saidtheeldestsister；forgettingthatthereisnolongerakinginfrance。
iencouragethemtogoon；iwalkfirst；andtheymakeuptheirmindstofollowme。
whatwondersarebroughttogetherinthiscollection！hereweseeclaymouldedintoeveryshape；tintedwitheverycolor；andbinedwitheverysortofsubstance！
earthandwoodarethefirstsubstancesworkeduponbyman；andseemmoreparticularlymeantforhisuse。they；likethedomesticanimals；aretheessentialaccessoriesofhislife；thereforetheremustbeamoreintimateconnectionbetweenthemandus。stoneandmetalsrequirelongpreparations；theyresistourfirstefforts；andbelonglesstotheindividualthantomunities。earthandwoodare；onthecontrary；theprincipalinstrumentsoftheisolatedbeingwhomustfeedandshelterhimself。
this；doubtless；makesmefeelsomuchinterestedinthecollectioniamexamining。thesecups；soroughlymodelledbythesavage；admitmetoaknowledgeofsomeofhishabits；theseelegantyetincorrectlyformedvasesoftheindiantellmeofadecliningintelligence；鈥斺�攊nwhichstillglimmersthetwilightofwhatwasoncebrightsunshine；thesejars；loadedwitharabesques；showthefancyofthearabrudelyandignorantlycopiedbythespaniard！wefindherethestampofeveryrace；everycountry；andeveryage。
mypanionsseemedlittleinterestedinthesehistoricalassociations；theylookedatallwiththatcredulousadmirationwhichleavesnoroomforexaminationordiscussion。madeleinereadthenamewrittenundereverypieceofworkmanship；andhersisteransweredwithanexclamationofwonder。
inthiswaywereachedalittlecourtyard；wheretheyhadthrownawaythefragmentsofsomebrokenchina。
francesperceivedacoloredsauceralmostwhole；ofwhichshetookpossessionasarecordofthevisitshewasmaking；henceforthshewouldhaveaspecimenofthesevreschina；〃whichisonlymadeforkings！〃
iwouldnotundeceiveherbytellingherthattheproductsofthemanufactoryaresoldallovertheworld；andthathersaucer；beforeitwascracked；wasthesameasthosethatareboughtattheshopsforsixpence！whyshouldidestroytheillusionsofherhumbleexistence？
arewetobreakdownthehedge…flowersthatperfumeourpaths？thingsareoftenestnothinginthemselves；thethoughtsweattachtothemalonegivethemvalue。torectifyinnocentmistakes；inordertorecoversomeuselessreality；istobelikethoselearnedmenwhowillseenothinginaplantbutthechemicalelementsofwhichitisposed。
onleavingthemanufactory；thetwosisters；whohadtakenpossessionofmewiththefreedomofartlessness；invitedmetosharetheluncheontheyhadbroughtwiththem。ideclinedatfirst；buttheyinsistedwithsomuchgood…nature；thatifearedtopainthem；andwithsomeawkwardnessgaveway。
wehadonlytolookforaconvenientspot。iledthemupthehill；andwefoundaplotofgrassenamelledwithdaisies；andshadedbytwowalnut…trees。
madeleinecouldnotcontainherselfforjoy。allherlifeshehaddreamedofadinneroutonthegrass！whilehelpinghersistertotaketheprovisionsfromthebasket；shetellsmeofallherexpeditionsintothecountrythathadbeenplanned；andputoff。frances；ontheotherhand；wasbroughtupatmontmorency；andbeforeshebecameanorphanshehadoftengonebacktohernurseshouse。thatwhichhadtheattractionofnoveltyforhersister；hadforherthecharmofrecollection。shetoldofthevintageharveststowhichherparentshadtakenher；theridesonmotherluretsdonkey；thattheycouldnotmakegototherightwithoutpullinghimtotheleft；thecherry…gathering；andthesailsonthelakeintheinnkeepersboat。
theserecollectionshaveallthecharmandfreshnessofchildhood。
francesrecallstoherselflesswhatshehasseenthanwhatshehasfelt。
whilesheistalkingtheclothislaid；andwesitdownunderatree。
beforeuswindsthevalleyofsevres；itsmany…storiedhousesabuttinguponthegardensandtheslopesofthehill；ontheothersidespreadsouttheparkofst。cloud；withitsmagnificentclumpsoftreesinterspersedwithmeadows；abovestretchtheheavenslikeanimmenseocean；inwhichthecloudsaresailing！ilookatthisbeautifulcountry；andilistentothesegoodoldmaids；iadmire；andiaminterested；andtimepassesgentlyonwithoutmyperceivingit。
atlastthesunsets；andwehavetothinkofreturning。whilemadeleineandfrancesclearawaythedinner；iwalkdowntothemanufactorytoaskthehour。themerrymakingisatitsheight；theblastsofthetrombonesresoundfromthebandundertheacacias。forafewmomentsiforgetmyselfwithlookingabout；butihavepromisedthetwosisterstotakethembacktothebellevuestation；thetraincannotwait；andimakehastetoclimbthepathagainwhichleadstothewalnut…trees。
justbeforeireachedthem；iheardvoicesontheothersideofthehedge。madeleineandfranceswerespeakingtoapoorgirlwhoseclotheswereburned；herhandsblackened；andherfacetiedupwithbloodstainedbandages。isawthatshewasoneofthegirlsemployedatthegunpowdermills；whicharebuiltfurtheruponthemon。anexplosionhadtakenplaceafewdaysbefore；thegirlsmotherandeldersisterwerekilled；sheherselfescapedbyamiracle；andwasnowleftwithoutanymeansofsupport。shetoldallthiswiththeresignedandunhopefulmannerofonewhohasalwaysbeenaccustomedtosuffer。thetwosistersweremuchaffected；isawthemconsultingwitheachotherinalowtone：thenfrancestookthirtysousoutofalittlecoarsesilkpurse；whichwasalltheyhadleft；andgavethemtothepoorgirl。ihastenedontothatsideofthehedge；but；beforeireachedit；imetthetwooldsisters；whocalledouttomethattheywouldnotreturnbytherailway；butonfoot！
ithenunderstoodthatthemoneytheyhadmeantforthejourneyhadjustbeengiventothebeggar！good；likeevil；iscontagious：iruntothepoorwoundedgirl；giveherthesumthatwastopayformyownplace；andreturntofrancesandmadeleine；andtellthemiwillwalkwiththem
iamjustebackfromtakingthemhome；andhaveleftthemdelightedwiththeirday；therecollectionofwhichwilllongmakethemhappy。
thismorningiwaspityingthosewhoselivesareobscureandjoyless；now；iunderstandthatgodhasprovidedapensationwitheverytrial。
thesmallestpleasurederivesfromrarityarelishotherwiseunknown。
enjoymentisonlywhatwefeeltobesuch；andtheluxuriousmanfeelsnolonger：satietyhasdestroyedhisappetite；whileprivationpreservestotheotherthatfirstofearthlyblessings：thebeingeasilymadehappy。
oh；thaticouldpersuadeeveryoneofthis！thatsotherichmightnotabusetheirriches；andthatthepoormighthavepatience。ifhappinessistherarestofblessings；itisbecausethereceptionofitistherarestofvirtues。
madeleineandfrances！yepooroldmaidswhosecourage；resignation；andgenerousheartsareyouronlywealth；prayforthewretchedwhogivethemselvesuptodespair；fortheunhappywhohateandenvy；andfortheunfeelingintowhoseenjoymentsnopityenters
CHAPTER VI
unclemaurice
june7th；fouroclocka。m。
iamnotsurprisedathearing；wheniawake；thebirdssingingsojoyfullyoutsidemywindow；itisonlybyliving；astheyandido；inatopstory；thatoneestoknowhowcheerfulthemorningsreallyareupamongtheroofs。itistherethatthesunsendshisfirstrays；andthebreezeeswiththefragranceofthegardensandwoods；therethatawanderingbutterflysometimesventuresamongtheflowersoftheattic；andthatthesongsoftheindustriouswork…womanwelethedawnofday。
thelowerstoriesarestilldeepinsleep；silence；andshadow；whileherelabor；light；andsongalreadyreign。
whatlifeisaroundme！seetheswallowreturningfromhersearchforfood；withherbeakfullofinsectsforheryoungones；thesparrowsshakethedewfromtheirwingswhiletheychaseoneanotherinthesunshine；andmyneighborsthrowopentheirwindows；andwelethemorningwiththeirfreshfaces！delightfulhourofwaking；wheneverythingreturnstofeelingandtomotion；whenthefirstlightofdaystrikesuponcreation；andbringsittolifeagain；asthemagicwandstruckthepalaceofthesleepingbeautyinthewood！itisamomentofrestfromeverymisery；thesufferingsofthesickareallayed；andabreathofhopeentersintotheheartsofthedespairing。but；alas！itisbutashortrespite！everythingwillsoonresumeitswontedcourse：
thegreathumanmachine；withitslongstrains；itsdeepgasps；itscollisions；anditscrashes；willbeagainputinmotion。
thetranquillityofthisfirstmorninghourremindsmeofthatofourfirstyearsoflife。then；too；thesunshinesbrightly；theairisfragrant；andtheillusionsofyouth…thosebirdsofourlifesmorning…singaroundus。whydotheyflyawaywhenweareolder？wheredothissadnessandthissolitude；whichgraduallystealuponus；efrom？thecourseseemstobethesamewithindividualsandwithmunities：atstarting；soreadilymadehappy；soeasilyenchanted；andatthegoal；thebitterdisappointmentorreality！theroad；whichbeganamonghawthornsandprimroses；endsspeedilyindesertsorinprecipices！whyistheresomuchconfidenceatfirst；somuchdoubtatlast？has；then；theknowledgeoflifenootherendbuttomakeitunfitforhappiness？
mustwecondemnourselvestoignoranceifwewouldpreservehope？istheworldandistheindividualmanintended；afterall；tofindrestonlyinaneternalchildhood？
howmanytimeshaveiaskedmyselfthesequestions！solitudehastheadvantageorthedangerofmakinguscontinuallysearchmoredeeplyintothesameideas。asourdiscourseisonlywithourself；wealwaysgivethesamedirectiontotheconversation；wearenotcalledtoturnittothesubjectwhichoccupiesanothermind；orinterestsanothersfeelings；andsoaninvoluntaryinclinationmakesusreturnforevertoknockatthesamedoors！
iinterruptedmyreflectionstoputmyatticinorder。ihatethelookofdisorder；becauseitshowseitheracontemptfordetailsoranunaptnessforspirituallife。toarrangethethingsamongwhichwehavetolive；istoestablishtherelationofpropertyandofusebetweenthemandus：itistolaythefoundationofthosehabitswithoutwhichmantendstothesavagestate。what；infact；issocialorganizationbutaseriesofhabits；settledinaccordancewiththedispositionsofournature？
idistrustboththeintellectandthemoralityofthosepeopletowhomdisorderisofnoconsequence鈥斺�攚hocanliveateaseinanaugeanstable。
whatsurroundsus；reflectsmoreorlessthatwhichiswithinus。themindislikeoneofthosedarklanternswhich；inspiteofeverything；stillthrowsomelightaround。ifourtastesdidnotrevealourcharacter；theywouldbenolongertastes；butinstincts。
whileiwasarrangingeverythinginmyattic；myeyesrestedonthelittlealmanachangingovermychimney…piece。ilookedforthedayofthemonth；andisawthesewordswritteninlargeletters：〃fetedieu！〃
itisto…day！inthisgreatcity；wheretherearenolongeranypublicreligioussolemnities；thereisnothingtoremindusofit；butitis；intruth；theperiodsohappilychosenbytheprimitivechurch。〃thedaykeptinhonorofthecreator；〃says
