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henceforth is mine�察 �and�察─ �continued he�察 �looking at Belcour�察 �should any
man presume to speak in the least disrespectfully of her�察 �I shall not
hesitate to pronounce him a scoundrel。;
Belcour cast at him a smile of contempt�察�and bowing profoundly low�察�
wished Mademoiselle much joy in the proposed union�察 �and assuring the
Colonel that he need not be in the least apprehensive of any one throwing
the least odium on the character of his lady�察�shook him by the hand with
ridiculous gravity�察�and left the cabin。
The truth was�察�he was glad to be rid of La Rue�察�and so he was but freed
from her�察�he cared not who fell a victim to her infamous arts。
The inexperienced Charlotte was astonished at what she heard。 She
thought La Rue had�察 �like herself�察 �only been urged by the force of her
attachment to Belcour�察�to quit her friends�察�and follow him to the feat of
war�此�how wonderful then�察�that she should resolve to marry another man。 It
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was certainly extremely wrong。 It was indelicate。 She mentioned her
thoughts to Montraville。 He laughed at her simplicity�察 �called her a little
ideot�察�and patting her on the cheek�察�said she knew nothing of the world。 ;If
the world sanctifies such things�察 �'tis a very bad world I think�察─ �said
Charlotte。 ;Why I always understood they were to have been married
when they arrived at New´York。 I am sure Mademoiselle told me Belcour
promised to marry her。;
;Well�察�and suppose he did�拭─�
;Why�察�he should be obliged to keep his word I think。;
;Well�察�but I suppose he has changed his mind�察─�said Montraville�察 �and
then you know the case is altered。;
Charlotte looked at him attentively for a moment。 A full sense of her
own situation rushed upon her mind。 She burst into tears�察 �and remained
silent。 Montraville too well understood the cause of her tears。 He kissed
her cheek�察 �and bidding her not make herself uneasy�察 �unable to bear the
silent but keen remonstrance�察�hastily left her。
The next morning by sun´rise they found themselves at anchor before
the city of New´York。 A boat was ordered to convey the ladies on shore。
Crayton accompanied them�察 �and they were shewn to a house of public
entertainment。 Scarcely were they seated when the door opened�察�and the
Colonel found himself in the arms of his daughter�察�who had landed a few
minutes before him。 The first transport of meeting subsided�察 �Crayton
introduced his daughter to Mademoiselle La Rue�察�as an old friend of her
mother's�察 。�for the artful French woman had really made it appear to the
credulous Colonel that she was in the same convent with his first wife�察�and�察�
though much younger�察 �had received many tokens of her esteem and
regard。��
;If�察�Mademoiselle�察─�said Mrs。 Beauchamp�察 �you were the friend of my
mother�察 �you must be worthy the esteem of all good hearts。 ;
;Mademoiselle will soon honour our family�察─�said Crayton�察 �by supplying
the place that valuable woman filled�此�and as you are married�察�my dear�察�I
think you will not blame;
;Hush�察�my dear Sir�察─�replied Mrs。 Beauchamp�此 �I know my duty too
well to scrutinize your conduct。 Be assured�察 �my dear father�察 �your
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happiness is mine。 I shall rejoice in it�察�and sincerely love the person who
contributes to it。 But tell me�察─�continued she�察�turning to Charlotte�察 �who is
this lovely girl�拭�Is she your sister�察�Mademoiselle�拭─�
A blush�察 �deep as the glow of the carnation�察 �suffused the cheeks of
Charlotte。
;It is a young lady�察─�replied the Colonel�察 �who came in the same vessel
with us from England。' He then drew his daughter aside�察�and told her in a
whisper�察�Charlotte was the mistress of Montraville。
;What a pity� ─ �said Mrs。 Beauchamp softly�察 。�casting a most
compassionate glance at her。�� ;But surely her mind is not depraved。 The
goodness of her heart is depicted in her ingenuous countenance。 ;
;Charlotte caught the word pity。 ;And am I already fallen so low�拭─�
said she。 A sigh escaped her�察�and a tear was ready to start�察�but Montraville
appeared�察 �and she checked the rising emotion。 Mademoiselle went with
the Colonel and his daughter to another apartment。 Charlotte remained
with Montraville and Belcour。 The next morning the Colonel performed
his promise�察�and La Rue became in due form Mrs。 Crayton�察�exulted in her
own good fortune�察 �and dared to look with an eye of contempt on the
unfortunate but far less guilty Charlotte。
END OF THE FIRST VOLUME。
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VOLUME II
CHAPTER XVIII。
REFLECTIONS。
;AND am I indeed fallen so low�察─�said Charlotte�察 �as to be only pitied�拭�
Will the voice of approbation no more meet my ear�拭 �and shall I never
again possess a friend�察 �whose face will wear a smile of joy whenever I
approach�拭�Alas� �how thoughtless�察�how dreadfully imprudent have I been� �I
know not which is most painful to endure�察�the sneer of contempt�察�or the
glance of compassion�察 �which is depicted in the various countenances of
my own sex�此�they are both equally humiliating。 Ah� �my dear parents�察�could
you now see the child of your affections�察�the daughter whom you so dearly
loved�察�a poor solitary being�察�without society�察�here wearing out her heavy
hours in deep regret and anguish of heart�察�no kind friend of her own sex to
whom she can unbosom her griefs�察 �no beloved mother�察 �no woman of
character will appear in my company�察�and low as your Charlotte is fallen�察�
she cannot associate with infamy。;
These were the painful reflections which occupied the mind of
Charlotte。 Montraville had placed her in a small house a few miles from
New´York�此�he gave her one female attendant�察�and supplied her with what
money she wanted�察�but business and pleasure so entirely occupied his time�察�
that he had little to devote to the woman�察�whom he had brought from all
her connections�察�and robbed of innocence。 Sometimes�察�indeed�察�he would
steal out at the close of evening�察�and pass a few hours with her�察�and then
so much was she attached to him�察�that all her sorrows were forgotten while
blest with his society�此�she would enjoy a walk by moonlight�察�or sit by him
in a little arbour at the bottom of the garden�察 �and play on the harp�察�
accompanying it with her plaintive�察 �harmonious voice。 But often�察 �very
often�察 �did he promise to renew his visits�察 �and�察 �forgetful of his promise�察�
leave her to mourn her disappointment。 What painful hours of expectation
would she pass� �She would sit at a window which looked toward a field he
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used to cross�察 �counting the minutes�察 �and straining her eyes to catch the
first glimpse of his person�察�till blinded with tears of disappointment�察�she
would lean her head on her hands�察�and give free vent to her sorrows�此�then
catching at some new hope�察�she would again renew her watchful position�察�
till the shades of evening enveloped every object in a dusky cloud�此 �she
would then renew her complaints�察 �and�察 �with a heart bursting with
disappointed love and wounded sensibility�察�retire to a bed which remorse
had strewed with thorns�察�and court in vain that comforter of weary nature
��who seldom visits the unhappy�� to come and steep her senses in oblivion。
Who can form an adequate idea of the sorrow that preyed upon the
mind of Charlotte�拭 �The wife�察 �whose breast glows with affection to her
husband�察 �and who in return meets only indifference�察 �can but faintly
conceive her anguish。 Dreadfully painful is the situation of such a woman�察�
but she has many comforts of which our poor Charlotte was deprived。 The
duteous�察 �faithful wife�察 �though treated with indifference�察 �has one solid
pleasure within her own bosom�察�she can reflect that she has not deserved
neglectthat she has ever fulfilled the duties of her station with the
strictest exactness�察 �she may hope�察 �by constant assiduity and unremitted
attention�察 �to recall her wanderer�察 �and be doubly happy in his returning
affection�察�she knows he cannot leave her to unite himself to another�此�he
cannot cast her out to poverty and contempt�察 �she looks around her�察 �and
sees the smile of friendly welcome�察�or the tear of affectionate consolation�察�
on the face of every person whom she favours with her esteem�察�and from
all these circumstances she gathers comfort�此 �but the poor girl by
thoughtless passion led astray�察 �who�察 �in parting with her honour�察 �has
forfeited the esteem of the very man to whom she has sacri´iced every
thing dear and valuable in life�察�feels his indifference in the fruit of her own
folly�察�and laments her want of power to recall his lost affection�察�she knows
there is no tie but honour�察 �and that�察 �in a man who has been guilty of
seduction�察�is but very feeble�此�he may leave her in a moment to shame and
want�察�he may marry and forsake her for ever�察�and should he�察�she has no
redress�察�no friendly�察�soothing companion to pour into her wounded mind
the balm of consolation�察�no benevolent hand to lead her back to the path of
rectitude�察�she has disgraced her friends�察�forfeited the good opinion of the
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world�察 �and undone herself�察�she feels herself a poor solitary being in the
midst of surrounding multitudes�察 �shame bow