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left Nodwengu they called on me together�察�apparently on the best of
terms�察�and said in effect that they hoped for my support in the coming
war。
I answered that�察�however well I might like them personally�察�a Zulu civil
war was no affair of mine�察�and that�察�indeed�察�for every reason�察�including
the supreme one of my own safety�察�I had better get out of the way at
once。
They argued with me for a long while�察�making great offers and promises
of reward�察�till at length�察�when he saw that my determination could not
be shaken�察�Umbelazi said��
;Come�察�Saduko�察�let us humble ourselves no more before this white man。
After all�察�he is right�察�the business is none of his�察�and why should we
ask him to risk his life in our quarrel�察�knowing as we do that white men
are not like us�察�they think a great deal of their lives。 Farewell��
Macumazahn。 If I conquer and grow great you will always be welcome in
Zululand�察�whereas if I fail perhaps you will be best over the Tugela
river。;
Now�察�I felt the hidden taunt in this speech very keenly。 Still�察�being
determined that for once I would be wise and not allow my natural
curiosity and love of adventure to drag me into more risks and trouble��
I replied��
;The Prince says that I am not brave and love my life�察�and what he says
is true。 I fear fighting�察�who by nature am a trader with the heart of a
trader�察�not a warrior with the heart of a warrior�察�like the great
Indhlovu´ene´Sihlonti;words at which I saw the grave Saduko smile
faintly。 ;So farewell to you�察�Prince�察�and may good fortune attend you。;
Of course�察�to call the Prince to his face by this nickname�察�which
referred to a defect in his person�察�was something of an insult�察�but I
had been insulted�察�and meant to give him ;a Roland for his Oliver。;
However�察�he took it in good part。
;What is good fortune�察�Macumazahn�拭─�Umbelazi replied as he grasped my
hand。 ;Sometimes I think that to live and prosper is good fortune�察�and
sometimes I think that to die and sleep is good fortune�察�for in sleep
there is neither hunger nor thirst of body or of spirit。 In sleep there
come no cares�察�in sleep ambitions are at rest�察�nor do those who look no
more upon the sun smart beneath the treacheries of false women or false
friends。 Should the battle turn against me�察�Macumazahn�察�at least that
good fortune will be mine�察�for never will I live to be crushed beneath
Cetewayo's heel。;
Then he went。 Saduko accompanied him for a little way�察�but�察�making some
excuse to the Prince�察�came back and said to me��
;Macumazahn�察�my friend�察�I dare say that we part for the last time�察�and
therefore I make a request to you。 It is as to one who is dead to me。
Macumazahn�察�I believe that Umbelazi the thief;these words broke from
his lips with a hiss;has given her many cattle and hidden her away
either in the kloof of Zikali the Wise�察�or near to it�察�under his care。
Now�察�if the war should go against Umbelazi and I should be killed in it��
I think evil will fall upon that woman's head�察�I who have grown sure
that it was she who was the wizard and not Masapo the Boar。 Also�察�as
one connected with Umbelazi�察�who has helped him in his plots�察�she will
be killed if she is caught。 Macumazahn�察�hearken to me。 I will tell you
the truth。 My heart is still on fire for that woman。 She has bewitched
me�察�her eyes haunt my sleep and I hear her voice in the wind。 She is
more to me than all the earth and all the sky�察�and although she has
wronged me I do not wish that harm should come to her。 Macumazahn�察�I
pray you if I die�察�do your best to befriend her�察�even though it be only
as a servant in your house�察�for I think that she cares more for you than
for anyone�察�who only ran away with him;and he pointed in the direction
that Umbelazi had taken;because he is a prince�察�who�察�in her folly�察�she
believes will be a king。 At least take her to Natal�察�Macumazahn�察�where��
if you wish to be free of her�察�she can marry whom she will and will live
safe until night comes。 Panda loves you much�察�and�察�whoever conquers in
the war�察�will give you her life if you ask it of him。;
Then this strange man drew the back of his hand across his eyes�察�from
which I saw the tears were running�察�and�察�muttering�察 �If you would have
good fortune remember my prayer�察─�turned and left me before I could
answer a single word。
As for me�察�I sat down upon an ant´heap and whistled a whole hymn tune
that my mother had taught me before I could think at all。 To be left
the guardian of Mameena� �Talk of a ;damnosa hereditas�察─�a terrible and
mischievous inheritancewhy�察�this was the worst that ever I heard of。
A servant in my house indeed�察�knowing what _I_ did about her� �Why�察�I
had sooner share the ;good fortune; which Umbelazi anticipated beneath
the sod。 However�察�that was not in the question�察�and without it the
alternative of acting as her guardian was bad enough�察�though I comforted
myself with the reflection that the circumstances in which this would
become necessary might never arise。 For�察�alas� �I was sure that if they
did arise I should have to live up to them。 True�察�I had made no promise
to Saduko with my lips�察�but I felt�察�as I knew he felt�察�that this promise
had passed from my heart to his。
;That thief Umbelazi� ─ �Strange words to be uttered by a great vassal of
his lord�察�and both of them about to enter upon a desperate enterprise。
;A prince whom in her folly she believes will be a king。; Stranger
words still。 Then Saduko did not believe that he _would_ be a king� �
And yet he was about to share the fortunes of his fight for the throne��
he who said that his heart was still on fire for the woman whom
;Umbelazi the thief; had stolen。 Well�察�if I were Umbelazi�察�thought I to
myself�察�I would rather that Saduko were not my chief councillor and
general。 But�察�thank Heaven� �I was not Umbelazi�察�or Saduko�察�or any of
them� �And�察�thank Heaven still more�察�I was going to begin my trek from
Zululand on the morrow��
Man proposes but God disposes。 I did not trek from Zululand for many a
long day。 When I got back to my wagons it was to find that my oxen had
mysteriously disappeared from the veld on which they were accustomed to
graze。 They were lost�察�or perhaps they had felt the urgent need of
trekking from Zululand back to a more peaceful country。 I sent all the
hunters I had with me to look for them�察�only Scowl and I remaining at
the wagons�察�which in those disturbed times I did not like to leave
unguarded。
Four days went by�察�a week went by�察�and no sign of either hunters or
oxen。 Then at last a message�察�which reached me in some roundabout
fashion�察�to the effect that the hunters had found the oxen a long way
off�察�but on trying to return to Nodwengu had been driven by some of the
Usututhat is�察�by Cetewayo's partyacross the Tugela into Natal��
whence they dared not attempt to return。
For once in my life I went into a rage and cursed that nondescript kind
of messenger�察�sent by I know not whom�察�in language that I think he will
not forget。 Then�察�realising the futility of swearing at a mere tool�察�I
went up to the Great House and demanded an audience with Panda himself。
Presently the inceku�察�or household servant�察�to whom I gave my message��
returned�察�saying that I was to be admitted at once�察�and on entering the
enclosure I found the King sitting at the head of the kraal quite alone��
except for a man who was holding a large shield over him in order to
keep off the sun。
He greeted me warmly�察�and I told him my trouble about the oxen�察�whereon
he sent away the shield´holder�察�leaving us two together。
;Watcher´by´Night�察─�he said�察 �why do you blame me for these events�察�when
you know that I am nobody in my own House�拭 �I say that I am a dead man��
whose sons fight for his inheritance。 I cannot tell you for certain who
it was that drove away your oxen。 Still�察�I am glad that they are gone��
since I believe that if you had attempted to trek to Natal just now you
would have been killed on the road by the Usutu�察�who believe you to be a
councillor of Umbelazi。;
;I understand�察�O King�察─�I answered�察 �and I dare say that the accident of
the loss of my oxen is fortunate for me。 But tell me now�察�what am I to
do�拭 �I wish to follow the example of John Dunn ��another white man in the
country who was much mixed up with Zulu politics�А�and leave the land。
Will you give me more oxen to draw my wagons�拭�
;I have none that are broken in�察�Macumazahn�察�for�察�as you know�察�we Zulus
possess few wagons�察�and if I had I would not lend them to you�察�who do
not desire that your blood should be upon my head。;
;You are hiding something from me�察�O King�察─�I said bluntly。 ;What is it
that you want me to do�拭 �Stay here at Nodwengu�拭�
;No�察�Macumazahn。 When the trouble begins I want you to go with a
regiment of my own that I shall send to the assistance of my son��
Umbelazi�察�so that he may have the benefit of your wisdom。 O Macumazana��
I will tell you the truth。 My heart loves Umbelazi�察�and I fear me that
he is overmatched by Cetewayo。 If I could I would save his life�察�but I
know not how to do so�察�since I must not seem to take sides too openly。
But I can send down a regiment as your escort�察�if you choose to go to
view the battle as my agent and make report to me。 Say�察�will you not
go�拭�
;Why should I go�拭─�I answered�察 �seeing that whoever wins I may be
killed�察�and that if Cetewayo wins I shall certainly be killed�察�and all
for no reward。;
;Nay�察�Macumazahn�察�I will give orders that whoever conquers�察�the man that
dares to lift a spear against you shall die。 In this matter�察�at least��
I shall not be disobeyed。 Oh� �I pray you�察�do not desert me in my
trouble。 Go down with the regiment that I shall send and breathe your
wisdom into the ear of my son�察�Umbelazi。 As for your reward�察�I swear to
you by the head of the Black One ��Chaka�А�that it shall be great。 I will
see to it that you do not leave Zululand empty´handed�察�Macumazahn。;
Still I hesitated�察�for I mistrusted me of this business。
;O Watcher´by´Night�察─�exclaimed Panda�察 �you will not desert me�察�will
you�拭 �I am afraid for the son of my heart�察�Umbelazi�察�whom I love above
all my children�察�I am much afraid for Umbelazi�察─�and he burst into tears
before me。
It was foolish�察�no doubt�察�but the sight of the old King weeping for his
best´beloved child�察�whom he believed to be doomed�察�moved me so much that
I forgot my caution。
;If you wish it�察�O Panda�察─�I said�察 �I will go down to the battle with
your regiment and stand there by the side of the Prince Umbelazi。;
CHAPTER XIII
UMBELAZI THE FALLEN
So I stayed on at Nodwengu�察�who�察�indeed�察�had no choice in the matter��
and was very wretched and ill at ease。 The place was almost deserted��
except for a couple of regiments which were quartered there�察�the Sangqu
and the Amawombe。 This latter was the royal regiment�察�a kind of
Household Guards�察�to which the Kings Chaka�察�Dingaan and Panda all
belonged in turn。 Most of the headmen had taken one side or the other��
and were away raising forces to fight for Cetewayo or Umbelazi�察�and even
the greater part of the women and children had gone to hide themselves
in the bush or among the mountains�察�since none knew what would happen��
or if the conquering army would not fall upon and destroy th