round the red lamp(红灯四周)-第8章
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present horror still lurking in his eyes。 A burst of merriment came from
the card…players in the next room； and the two looked at each other in
silence。
〃Sit down；〃 said the doctor abruptly； 〃your assurance is quite
sufficient。〃 He stooped and ran his finger down the line of the young
man's shin； raising it at one point。 〃Hum； serpiginous；〃 he murmured；
shaking his head。 〃Any other symptoms？〃
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〃My eyes have been a little weak。〃
〃Let me see your teeth。〃 He glanced at them； and again made the
gentle； clicking sound of sympathy and disapprobation。
〃Now your eye。〃 He lit a lamp at the patient's elbow； and holding a
small crystal lens to concentrate the light； he threw it obliquely upon the
patient's eye。 As he did so a glow of pleasure came over his large
expressive face； a flush of such enthusiasm as the botanist feels when he
packs the rare plant into his tin knapsack； or the astronomer when the
long…sought comet first swims into the field of his telescope。
〃This is very typicalvery typical indeed；〃 he murmured； turning to
his desk and jotting down a few memoranda upon a sheet of paper。
〃Curiously enough； I am writing a monograph upon the subject。 It is
singular that you should have been able to furnish so well…marked a case。〃
He had so forgotten the patient in his symptom； that he had assumed an
almost congratulatory air towards its possessor。 He reverted to human
sympathy again； as his patient asked for particulars。
〃My dear sir； there is no occasion for us to go into strictly professional
details together；〃 said he soothingly。 〃If； for example； I were to say that
you have interstitial keratitis； how would you be the wiser？ There are
indications of a strumous diathesis。 In broad terms； I may say that you
have a constitutional and hereditary taint。〃
The young baronet sank back in his chair； and his chin fell forwards
upon his chest。 The doctor sprang to a side…table and poured out half a
glass of liqueur brandy which he held to his patient's lips。 A little fleck
of colour came into his cheeks as he drank it down。
〃Perhaps I spoke a little abruptly；〃 said the doctor； 〃but you must have
known the nature of your complaint。 Why； otherwise； should you have
come to me？〃
〃God help me； I suspected it； but only today when my leg grew bad。
My father had a leg like this。〃
〃It was from him； then？〃
〃No； from my grandfather。 You have heard of Sir Rupert Norton； the
great Corinthian？〃
The doctor was a man of wide reading with a retentive； memory。 The
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name brought back instantly to him the remembrance of the sinister
reputation of its ownera notorious buck of the thirtieswho had gambled
and duelled and steeped himself in drink and debauchery； until even the
vile set with whom he consorted had shrunk away from him in horror； and
left him to a sinister old age with the barmaid wife whom he had married
in some drunken frolic。 As he looked at the young man still leaning back
in the leather chair； there seemed for the instant to flicker up behind him
some vague presentiment of that foul old dandy with his dangling seals；
many…wreathed scarf； and dark satyric face。 What was he now？ An
armful of bones in a mouldy box。 But his deeds they were living and
rotting the blood in the veins of an innocent man。
〃I see that you have heard of him；〃 said the young baronet。 〃He died
horribly； I have been told； but not more horribly than he had lived。 My
father was his only son。 He was a studious man； fond of books and
canaries and the country； but his innocent life did not save him。〃
〃His symptoms were cutaneous； I understand。〃
〃He wore gloves in the house。 That was the first thing I can
remember。 And then it was his throat。 And then his legs。 He used to
ask me so often about my own health； and I thought him so fussy； for how
could I tell what the meaning of it was。 He was always watching me
always with a sidelong eye fixed upon me。 Now； at last； I know what he
was watching for。〃
〃Had you brothers or sisters？〃
〃None； thank God。〃
〃Well； well； it is a sad case； and very typical of many which come in
my way。 You are no lonely sufferer； Sir Francis。 There are many
thousands who bear the same cross as you do。〃
〃But where is the justice of it； doctor？〃 cried the young man； springing
from his chair and pacing up and down the consulting…room。 〃If I were
heir to my grandfather's sins as well as to their results； I could understand
it； but I am of my father's type。 I love all that is gentle and beautiful
music and poetry and art。 The coarse and animal is abhorrent to me。
Ask any of my friends and they would tell you that。 And now that this
vile； loathsome thingach； I am polluted to the marrow； soaked in
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abomination！ And why？ Haven't I a right to ask why？ Did I do it？
Was it my fault？ Could I help being born？ And look at me now；
blighted and blasted； just as life was at its sweetest。 Talk about the sins
of the fatherhow about the sins of the Creator？〃 He shook his two
clinched hands in the airthe poor impotent atom with his pin…point of
brain caught in the whirl of the infinite。
The doctor rose and placing his hands upon his shoulders he pressed
him back into his chair once more。 〃There； there； my dear lad；〃 said he；
〃you must not excite yourself。 You are trembling all over。 Your nerves
cannot stand it。 We must take these great questions upon trust。 What
are we； after all？ Half…evolved creatures in a transition stage； nearer
perhaps to the Medusa on the one side than to perfected humanity on the
other。 With half a complete brain we can't expect to understand the
whole of a complete fact； can we； now？ It is all very dim and dark； no
doubt； but I think that Pope's famous couplet sums up the whole matter；
and from my heart； after fifty years of varied experience； I can say〃
But the young baronet gave a cry of impatience and disgust。 〃Words；
words； words！ You can sit comfortably there in your chair and say them…
…and think them too； no doubt。 You've had your life； but I've never had
mine。 You've healthy blood in your veins； mine is putrid。 And yet I am
as innocent as you。 What would words do for you if you were in this
chair and I in that？ Ah； it's such a mockery and a make…believe！ Don't
think me rude； though； doctor。 I don't mean to be that。 I only say that it
is impossible for you or any other man to realise it。 But I've a question to
ask you； doctor。 It's one on which my whole life must depend。〃 He
writhed his fingers together in an agony of apprehension。
〃Speak out； my dear sir。 I have every sympathy with you。〃
〃Do you thinkdo you think the poison has spent itself on me？ Do
you think that if I had children they would suffer？〃
〃I can only give one answer to that。 ‘The third and fourth
generation；' says the trite old text。 You may in time eliminate it from
your system； but many years must pass before you can think of marriage。〃
〃I am to be married on Tuesday；〃 whispered the patient。
It was the doctor's turn to be thrilled with horror。 There were not
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many situations which would yield such a sensation to his seasoned nerves。
He sat in silence while the babble of the card…table broke in upon them
again。 〃We had a double ruff if you had returned a heart。〃 〃I was
bound to clear the trumps。〃 They were hot and angry about it。
〃How could you？〃 cried the doctor severely。 〃It was criminal。〃
〃You forget that I have only learned how I stand to…day。〃 He put his
two hands to his temples and pressed them convulsively。 〃You are a man
of the world； Dr。 Selby。 You have seen or heard of such things before。
Give me some advice。 I'm in your hands。 It is all very sudden and
horrible； and I don't think I am strong enough to bear it。〃
The doctor's heavy brows thickened into two straight lines； and he bit
his nails in perplexity。
〃The marriage must not take place。〃
〃Then what am I to do？〃
〃At all costs it must not take place。〃
〃And I must give her up？〃
〃There can be no question about that。〃
The young man took out a pocketbook and drew from it a small
photograph； holding it out towards the doctor。 The firm face softened as
he looked at it。
〃It is very hard on you； no doubt。 I can appreciate it more now that I
have seen that。 But there is no alternative at all。 You must give up all
thought of it。〃
〃But this is madness； doctormadness； I tell you。 No； I won't raise
my voice。 I forgot myself。 But realise it； man。 I am to be married on
Tuesday。 This coming Tuesday； you understand。 And all the world
knows it。 How can I put such a public affront upon her。 It would be
monstrous。〃
〃None the less it must be done。 My dear lad； there is no way out of
it。〃
〃You would have me simply write brutally and break the engagement
