david copperfield(大卫.科波维尔)-第39章
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places outside; at the back。
‘Master Copperfield;’ said Mrs。 Micawber; ‘God bless you! I
never can forget all that; you know; and I never would if I could。’
‘Copperfield;’ said Mr。 Micawber; ‘farewell! Every happiness
and prosperity! If; in the progress of revolving years; I could
persuade myself that my blighted destiny had been a warning to
you; I should feel that I had not occupied another man’s place in
existence altogether in vain。 In case of anything turning up (of
which I am rather confident); I shall be extremely happy if it
should be in my power to improve your prospects。’
I think; as Mrs。 Micawber sat at the back of the coach; with the
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children; and I stood in the road looking wistfully at them; a mist
cleared from her eyes; and she saw what a little creature I really
was。 I think so; because she beckoned to me to climb up; with
quite a new and motherly expression in her face; and put her arm
round my neck; and gave me just such a kiss as she might have
given to her own boy。 I had barely time to get down again before
the coach started; and I could hardly see the family for the
handkerchiefs they waved。 It was gone in a minute。 The Orfling
and I stood looking vacantly at each other in the middle of the
road; and then shook hands and said good…bye; she going back; I
suppose; to St。 Luke’s workhouse; as I went to begin my weary day
at Murdstone and Grinby’s。
But with no intention of passing many more weary days there。
No。 I had resolved to run away。—To go; by some means or other;
down into the country; to the only relation I had in the world; and
tell my story to my aunt; Miss Betsey。 I have already observed that
I don’t know how this desperate idea came into my brain。 But;
once there; it remained there; and hardened into a purpose than
which I have never entertained a more determined purpose in my
life。 I am far from sure that I believed there was anything hopeful
in it; but my mind was thoroughly made up that it must be carried
into execution。
Again; and again; and a hundred times again; since the night
when the thought had first occurred to me and banished sleep; I
had gone over that old story of my poor mother’s about my birth;
which it had been one of my great delights in the old time to hear
her tell; and which I knew by heart。 My aunt walked into that
story; and walked out of it; a dread and awful personage; but there
was one little trait in her behaviour which I liked to dwell on; and
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which gave me some faint shadow of encouragement。 I could not
forget how my mother had thought that she felt her touch her
pretty hair with no ungentle hand; and though it might have been
altogether my mother’s fancy; and might have had no foundation
whatever in fact; I made a little picture; out of it; of my terrible
aunt relenting towards the girlish beauty that I recollected so well
and loved so much; which softened the whole narrative。 It is very
possible that it had been in my mind a long time; and had
gradually engendered my determination。
As I did not even know where Miss Betsey lived; I wrote a long
letter to Peggotty; and asked her; incidentally; if she remembered;
pretending that I had heard of such a lady living at a certain place
I named at random; and had a curiosity to know if it were the
same。 In the course of that letter; I told Peggotty that I had a
particular occasion for half a guinea; and that if she could lend me
that sum until I could repay it; I should be very much obliged to
her; and would tell her afterwards what I had wanted it for。
Peggotty’s answer soon arrived; and was; as usual; full of
affectionate devotion。 She enclosed the half guinea (I was afraid
she must have had a world of trouble to get it out of Mr。 Barkis’s
box); and told me that Miss Betsey lived near Dover; but whether
at Dover itself; at Hythe; Sandgate; or Folkestone; she could not
say。 One of our men; however; informing me on my asking him
about these places; that they were all close together; I deemed this
enough for my object; and resolved to set out at the end of that
week。
Being a very honest little creature; and unwilling to disgrace
the memory I was going to leave behind me at Murdstone and
Grinby’s; I considered myself bound to remain until Saturday
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night; and; as I had been paid a week’s wages in advance when I
first came there; not to present myself in the counting…house at the
usual hour; to receive my stipend。 For this express reason; I had
borrowed the half…guinea; that I might not be without a fund for
my travelling…expenses。 Accordingly; when the Saturday night
came; and we were all waiting in the warehouse to be paid; and
Tipp the carman; who always took precedence; went in first to
draw his money; I shook Mick Walker by the hand; asked him;
when it came to his turn to be paid; to say to Mr。 Quinion that I
had gone to move my box to Tipp’s; and; bidding a last good night
to Mealy Potatoes; ran away。
My box was at my old lodging; over the water; and I had written
a direction for it on the back of one of our address cards that we
nailed on the casks: ‘Master David; to be left till called for; at the
Coach Office; Dover。’ This I had in my pocket ready to put on the
box; after I should have got it out of the house; and as I went
towards my lodging; I looked about me for someone who would
help me to carry it to the booking…office。
There was a long…legged young man with a very little empty
donkey…cart; standing near the Obelisk; in the Blackfriars Road;
whose eye I caught as I was going by; and who; addressing me as
‘Sixpenn’orth of bad ha’pence;’ hoped ‘I should know him agin to
swear to’—in allusion; I have no doubt; to my staring at him。 I
stopped to assure him that I had not done so in bad manners; but
uncertain whether he might or might not like a job。
‘Wot job?’ said the long…legged young man。
‘To move a box;’ I answered。
‘Wot box?’ said the long…legged young man。
I told him mine; which was down that street there; and which I
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wanted him to take to the Dover coach office for sixpence。
‘Done with you for a tanner!’ said the long…legged young man;
and directly got upon his cart; which was nothing but a large
wooden tray on wheels; and rattled away at such a rate; that it was
as much as I could do to keep pace with the donkey。
There was a defiant manner about this young man; and
particularly about the way in which he chewed straw as he spoke
to me; that I did not much like; as the bargain was made; however;
I took him upstairs to the room I was leaving; and we brought the
box down; and put it on his cart。 Now; I was unwilling to put the
direction…card on there; lest any of my landlord’s family should
fathom what I was doing; and detain me; so I said to the young
man that I would be glad if he would stop for a minute; when he
came to the dead…wall of the King’s Bench prison。 The words were
no sooner out of my mouth; than he rattled away as if he; my box;
the cart; and the donkey; were all equally mad; and I was quite out
of breath with running and calling after him; when I caught him at
the place appointed。
Being much flushed and excited; I tumbled my half…guinea out
of my pocket in pulling the card out。 I put it in my mouth for
safety; and though my hands trembled a good deal; had just tied
the card on very much to my satisfaction; when I felt myself
violently chucked under the chin by the long…legged young man;
and saw my half…guinea fly out of my mouth into his hand。
‘Wot!’ said the young man; seizing me by my jacket collar; with
a frightful grin。 ‘This is a pollis case; is it? You’re a…going to bolt;
are you? Come to the pollis; you young warmin; come to the
pollis!’
‘You give me my money back; if you please;’ said I; very much
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frightened; ‘and leave me alone。’
‘Come to the pollis!’ said the young man。 ‘You shall prove it
yourn to the pollis。’
‘Give me my box and money; will you;’ I cried; bursting into
tears。
The young man still replied: ‘Come to the pollis!’ and was
dragging me against the donkey in a violent manner; as if there
were any affinity between that animal and a magistrate; when he
changed his mind; jumped into the cart; sat upon my box; and;
exclaiming that he would drive to the pollis straight; rattled away
harder than ever。
I ran after him as fast as I could; but I had no breath to call out
with; and should not have dared to call out; now; if I had。 I
narrowly escaped being run over; twenty times at least; in half a
mile。 Now I lost him; now I saw him; now I lost him; now I was cut
at with a whip; now shouted at; now down in the mud; now up
again; now running into somebody’s arms; now running headlong
at a post。 At length; confused by fright and heat; and doubting
whether half London might not by this time be turning out for my
apprehension; I left the young man to go where he would with my
box and money; and; panting and crying; but never stopping;
faced about for Greenwich; which I had understood was on the
Dover Road: taking very little more out of the world; towards the
retreat of my aunt; Miss Betsey; than I had brought into it; on the
night when my arrival gave her so much umbrage。
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Chapter 13
THE SEQUEL OF MY RESOLUTION
For anything I know; I may have had some wild idea of
running all the way to Dover; when I gave up the pursuit
of the young man with the donkey…cart; and started for
Greenwich。 My scattered senses were soon collected as to that
point; if I had; for I came to a stop in the Kent Road; at a terrace
with a piece of water before it; and a great foolish image in the
middle; blowing a dry shell。 Here I sat down on a doorstep; quite
spent and exhausted with the efforts I had already made; and with
hardly breath enough to cry for the loss of my box and half…guinea。
It was by this time dark; I heard the clocks strike ten; as I sat
resting。 But it was a summer night; fortunately; and fine weather。
When I had recovered my breath; and had got rid of a stifling
sensation in my throat; I rose up and went on。 In the midst of my
distress; I had no notion of going back。 I doubt if I should have had
any; though there had been a Swiss snow…drift in the Kent Road。
But my standing possessed of only three…halfpence in the world
(and I am sure I wonder how they came to be left in my pocket on
a Saturday night!) troubled me none the less because I went on。 I
began to picture to myself; as a scrap of newspaper intelligence;
my being found dead in a day or two; under some hedge; and I
trudged on miserably; though as fast as I could; until I happened
to pass a little shop; where it was written up tha