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;Spare yourself the trouble。 I am going into West Lynne�察�and will send him up。 You will permit me to urge that you spare no pains or care�察�that you suffer my servants to spare no pains or care�察�to re´establish your health。 Mrs。 Carlyle tells me that the question of your leaving remains in abeyance until her return。;
;Pardon me�察�sir。 The understanding with Mrs。 Carlyle was that I should remain here until her return�察�and should then be at liberty at once to leave。;
;Exactly。 That is what Mrs。 Carlyle said。 But I must express a hope that by that time you may be feeling so much better as to reconsider your decision and continue with us。 For my daughter's sake�察�Madame Vine�察�I trust it will be so。;
He rose as he spoke�察�and held out his hand。 What could she do but rise also�察�drop hers from her face�察�and give it him in answer�拭�He retained it�察�clasping it warmly。
;How should I repay youhow thank you for your love to my poor�察�lost boy�拭�
His earnest�察�tender eyes were on her blue double spectacles�察�a sad smile mingled with the sweet expression of his lips as he bent toward herlips that had once been hers� �A faint exclamation of despair�察�a vivid glow of hot crimson�察�and she caught up her new black silk apron so deeply bordered with crape�察�in her disengaged hand�察�and flung it up to her face。 He mistook the soundmistook the action。
;Do not grieve for him。 He is at rest。 Thank youthank you greatly for your sympathy。;
Another wring of her hand�察�and Mr。 Carlyle had quitted the room。 She laid her head upon the table�察�and thought how merciful would be death when he should come。
CHAPTER XLV。
;IT WON'T DO�察�AFY� �
Mr。 Jiffin was in his glory。 Mr。 Jiffin's house was the same。 Both were in apple´pie order to receive Miss Afy Hallijohn�察�who was�察�in a very short period�察�indeed�察�to be converted into Mrs。 Jiffin。
Mr。 Jiffin had not seen Afy for some dayshad never been able to come across her since the trial at Lynneborough。 Every evening had he danced attendance at her lodgings�察�but could not get admitted。 ;Not at homenot at home�察─�was the invariable answer�察�though Afy might be sunning herself at the window in his very sight。 Mr。 Jiffin�察�throwing off as best he could the temporary disappointment�察�was in an ecstasy of admiration�察�for he set it all down to Afy's retiring modesty on the approach of the nuptial day。 ;And they could try to calumniate her� ─�he indignantly replied。
But now�察�one afternoon�察�when Mr。 Jiffin and his shopman�察�and his shop�察�and his wares�察�were all set out to the best advantageand very tempting they looked�察�as a whole�察�especially the spiced baconMr。 Jiffin happening to cast his eyes to the opposite side of the street�察�beheld his beloved sailing by。 She was got up in the fashion。 A mauve silk dress with eighteen flounces�察�and about eighteen hundred steel buttons that glittered your sight away�察�a ;zouave; jacket worked with gold�察�a black turban perched on the top of her skull�察�garnished in front with what court milliners are pleased to term a ;plume de coq�察─�but which�察�by its size and height�察�might have been taken for a ;coq; himself�察�while a white ostrich feather was carried round and did duty behind�察�and a spangled hair net hung down to her waist。 Gloriously grand was Afy that day and if I had but a photographing machine at handor whatever may be the scientific name of the thingyou should certainly have been regaled with the sight of her。 Joyce would have gone down in a fit had she encountered her by an unhappy chance。 Mr。 Jiffin�察�dashing his apron anywhere�察�tore across。
;Oh�察�it is you� ─�said Afy�察�freezingly�察�when compelled to acknowledge him�察�but his offered hand she utterly repudiated。 ;Really�察�Mr。 Jiffin�察�I should feel obliged if you would not come out to me in this offensive and public manner。;
Mr。 Jiffin grew cold。 ;Offensive� �Not come out�拭─�gasped he。 ;I do trust I have not been so unfortunate as to offend you�察�Miss Afy� �
;Wellyou see�察─�said Afy�察�calling up all her impudence to say what she had made up her mind to say�察 �I have been considering it well over�察�Jiffin�察�and I find that to carry out the marriage will not be for myfor our happiness。 I intended to write to inform you of this�察�but I shall be spared the troubleas you /have/ come out to me。;
The perspiration�察�cold as ice�察�began to pour off Mr。 Jiffin in his agony and horror。 You might have wrung every thread he had on。 ;You don't meantoimplythatyougivemeupMissAfy�拭─�he jerked out�察�unevenly。
;Well�察�yes�察�I do�察─�replied Afy。 ;It's as good to be plain�察�and then there can be no misapprehension。 I'll shake hands now with you�察�Jiffin�察�for the last time�察�and I am very sorry that we both made such a mistake。;
Poor Jiffin looked at her。 His gaze would have melted a heart of stone。 ;Miss Afy�察�you /can't/ mean it� �You'd never�察�sure�察�crush a fellow in this manner�察�whose whole soul is yours�察�who trusted you entirely�拭�There's not an earthly thing I would not do to please you。 You have been the light of my existence。;
;Of course�察─�returned Afy�察�with a lofty and indifferent air�察�as if to be ;the light of his existence; was only her due。 ;But it's all done and over。 It is not at all a settlement that will suit me�察�you see�察�Jiffin。 A butter and bacon factor is so veryso verywhat I have not been accustomed to� �And then�察�those aprons� �I never could get reconciled to them。;
;I'll discard the aprons altogether�察─�cried he�察�in a fever。 ;I'll get a second shopman�察�and buy a little gig�察�and do nothing but drive you out。 I'll do anything if you will but have me still�察�Miss Afy。 I have bought the ring�察�you know。;
;Your intentions are very kind�察─�was the distant answer�察 �but it's a thing impossible�察�my mind is fully made up。 So farewell for good�察�Jiffin�察�and I wish you better luck in your next venture。;
Afy�察�lifting her capacious dress�察�for the streets had just been watered�察�minced off。 And Mr。 Joe Jiffin�察�wiping his wet face as he gazed after her�察�instantly wished that he could be nailed up in one of his pickled pork barrels�察�and so be out of his misery。
;That's done with�察�thank goodness�察─�soliloquized Afy。 ;Have /him/�察�indeed。 After what Richard let out on the trial。 As if I should look after anybody less than Dick Hare� �I shall get him�察�too。 I always knew Dick Hare loved me above everything on earth�察�and he does still�察�or he'd never had said what he did in open court。 'It's better to be born lucky than rich。' Won't West Lynne envy me� �Mrs。 Richard Hare of the Grove。 Old Hare is on his last legs�察�and then Dick comes into his own。 Mrs。 Hare must have her jointure house elsewhere�察�for we shall want the Grove for ourselves。 I wonder if Madame Barbara will condescend to recognize me。 And that blessed Corny�拭�I shall be a sort of cousin of Corny's then。 I wonder how much Dick comes intothree or four thousand a year�拭�And to think that I had nearly escaped this by tying myself to that ape of a Jiffin� �What sharks do get in our unsuspecting paths in this world� �
On went Afy�察�through West Lynne�察�till she arrived close to Mr。 Justice Hare's。 Then she paced slowly。 It had been a frequent walk of hers since the trial。 Luck favored her to´day。 As she was passing the gate�察�young Richard Hare came up from the direction of East Lynne。 It was the first time Afy had obtained speech of him。
;Good day�察�Richard。 Why� �you were never going to pass an old friend�拭�
;I have so many friends�察─�said Richard�察 �I can scarcely spare time for them individually。;
;But you might for me。 Have you forgotten old days�拭─�continued she�察�bridling and flirting�察�and altogether showing herself off to advantage。
;No�察�I have not�察─�replied Richard。 ;And I am not likely to do so�察─�he pointedly added。
;Ah�察�I felt sure of that。 My heart told me so。 When you went off�察�that dreadful night�察�leaving me to anguish and suspense�察�I thought I should have died。 I never have had�察�so to say�察�a happy moment until this�察�when I meet you again。;
;Don't be a fool�察�Afy� ─�was Richard's gallant rejoinder�察�borrowing the favorite reproach of Miss Carlyle。 ;I was young and green once�察�you don't suppose I have remained so。 We will drop the past�察�if you please。 How is Mr。 Jiffin�拭�
;Oh�察�the wretch� ─�shrieked Afy。 ;Is it possible that you can have fallen into the popular scandal that I have anything to say to /him/�拭�You know I'd never demean myself to it。 That's West Lynne all over� �Nothing but inventions in it from week's end to week's end。 A man who sells cheese� �Who cuts up bacon� �Well�察�I am surprised at you�察�Mr。 Richard� �
;I have been thinking what luck you were in to get him�察─�said Richard�察�with composure。 ;But it is your business not mine。;
;Could /you/ bear to see me stooping to him�拭─�returned Afy�察�dropping her voice to the most insinuating whisper。
;Look you�察�Afy。 What ridiculous folly you are nursing in your head I don't trouble myself to guess�察�but�察�the sooner you get it out again the better。 I was an idiot once�察�I don't deny it�察�but you cured me of that�察�and cured me with a vengeance。 You must pardon me for intimating that from henceforth we are strangers�察�in the street as elsewhere。 I have resumed my own standing again�察�which I periled when I ran after you。;
Afy turned faint。 ;How can you speak those cruel words�拭─�gasped she。
;You have called them forth。 I was told yesterday that Afy Hallijohn�察�dressed up to a caricature�察�was looking after me again。 It won't do�察�Afy。;
;Oh´o´o´oh� ─�sobbed Afy�察�growing hysterical�察 �and is this to be all my recompense for the years I have spent pining after you�察�keeping single for your sake� �
;Recompense� �Oh�察�if you want that�察�I'll get my mother to give Jiffin her custom。; And with a ringing laugh�察�which�察�though it had nothing of malice in it�察�showed Afy that he took her reproach for what it was worth�察�Richard turned in at his own gate。
It was a deathblow to Afy's vanity。 The worst it had ever received�察�and she took a few minutes to compose herself�察�and smooth her ruffled feathers。 Then she turned and sailed back toward Mr。 Jiffin's�察�her turban up in the skies and the plume de coq tossing to the admiration of all beholders�察�especially of Miss Carlyle�察�who had the gratification of surveying her from her window。 Arrived at Mr。 Jiffin's�察�she was taken ill exactly opposite his door�察�and staggered into the shop in a most exhausted state。
Round the counter flew Mr。 Jiffin�察�leaving the shopman staring behind it。 What /was/ the matter�拭�What /could/ he do for her��
;Faintheat of the sunwalked too fastallowed to sit down for five minutes� ─�gasped Afy�察�in disjointed sentences。
Mr。 Jiffin tenderly conducted her through the shop to his parlor。 Afy cast half an eye round�察�saw how comfortable were its arrangements�察�and her symptoms of faintness increased。 Gasps and hysterical sobs came forth together。 Mr。 Jiffin was as one upon spikes。
;She'd recover better there than in the public shopif she'd only excuse his bringing her in�察�and consent to stop for a few minutes。 No harm could come to her�察�and West Lynne could never say it。 He'd stand at the far end of the room�察�right away from her�察�he'd prop open the two doors and the windows�察�he'd call in the maidanything she thought right。 Should he get her a glass of wine�拭�
Afy declined the wine by a gesture�察�and sat fanning herself。 Mr。 Jiffin looking on from a respectful distance。 Gradually she g