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evening�察�by way of a beginning。 I will introduce you to a house where

all Paris goes�察�all OUR Paris�察�that isthe Paris of exquisites��

millionaires�察�celebrities�察�all the folk who talk gold like Chrysostom。

When they have taken up a book�察�that book becomes the fashion�察�and

if it is something really good for once�察�they will have declared it

to be a work of genius without knowing it。 If you have any sense�察�my

dear fellow�察�you will ensure the success of your ;Theory�察─�by a

better understanding of the theory of success。 To´morrow evening you

shall go to see that queen of the momentthe beautiful Countess

Foedora。 。 。 。'



; 'I have never heard of her。 。 。 。'



; 'You Hottentot��' laughed Rastignac�察�'you do not know Foedora�拭�A

great match with an income of nearly eighty thousand livres�察�who has

taken a fancy to nobody�察�or else no one has taken a fancy to her。 A

sort of feminine enigma�察�a half Russian Parisienne�察�or a half Parisian

Russian。 All the romantic productions that never get published are

brought out at her house�察�she is the handsomest woman in Paris�察�and

the most gracious� �You are not even a Hottentot�察�you are something

between the Hottentot and the beast。 。 。 。 Good´bye till to´morrow。'



;He swung round on his heel and made off without waiting for my

answer。 It never occurred to him that a reasoning being could refuse

an introduction to Foedora。 How can the fascination of a name be

explained�拭�FOEDORA haunted me like some evil thought�察�with which you

seek to come to terms。 A voice said in me�察�'You are going to see

Foedora��' In vain I reasoned with that voice�察�saying that it lied to

me�察�all my arguments were defeated by the name 'Foedora。' Was not the

name�察�and even the woman herself�察�the symbol of all my desires�察�and

the object of my life��



;The name called up recollections of the conventional glitter of the

world�察�the upper world of Paris with its brilliant fetes and the

tinsel of its vanities。 The woman brought before me all the problems

of passion on which my mind continually ran。 Perhaps it was neither

the woman nor the name�察�but my own propensities�察�that sprang up within

me and tempted me afresh。 Here was the Countess Foedora�察�rich and

loveless�察�proof against the temptations of Paris�察�was not this woman

the very incarnation of my hopes and visions�拭�I fashioned her for

myself�察�drew her in fancy�察�and dreamed of her。 I could not sleep that

night�察�I became her lover�察�I overbrimmed a few hours with a whole

lifetimea lover's lifetime�察�the experience of its prolific delights

burned me。



;The next day I could not bear the tortures of delay�察�I borrowed a

novel�察�and spent the whole day over it�察�so that I could not possibly

think nor keep account of the time till night。 Foedora's name echoed

through me even as I read�察�but only as a distant sound�察�though it

could be heard�察�it was not troublesome。 Fortunately�察�I owned a fairly

creditable black coat and a white waistcoat�察�of all my fortune there

now remained abut thirty francs�察�which I had distributed about among

my clothes and in my drawers�察�so as to erect between my whims and the

spending of a five´franc piece a thorny barrier of search�察�and an

adventurous peregrination round my room。 While I as dressing�察�I dived

about for my money in an ocean of papers。 This scarcity of specie will

give you some idea of the value of that squandered upon gloves and

cab´hire�察�a month's bread disappeared at one fell swoop。 Alas� �money

is always forthcoming for our caprices�察�we only grudge the cost of

things that are useful or necessary。 We recklessly fling gold to an

opera´dancer�察�and haggle with a tradesman whose hungry family must

wait for the settlement of our bill。 How many men are there that wear

a coat that cost a hundred francs�察�and carry a diamond in the head of

their cane�察�and dine for twenty´five SOUS for all that� �It seems as

though we could never pay enough for the pleasures of vanity。



;Rastignac�察�punctual to his appointment�察�smiled at the transformation��

and joked about it。 On the way he gave me benevolent advice as to my

conduct with the countess�察�he described her as mean�察�vain�察�and

suspicious�察�but though mean�察�she was ostentatious�察�her vanity was

transparent�察�and her mistrust good´humored。



; 'You know I am pledged��' he said�察�'and what I should lose�察�too�察�if I

tried a change in love。 So my observation of Foedora has been quite

cool and disinterested�察�and my remarks must have some truth in them。 I

was looking to your future when I thought of introducing you to her��

so mind very carefully what I am about to say。 She has a terrible

memory。 She is clever enough to drive a diplomatist wild�察�she would

know it at once if he spoke the truth。 Between ourselves�察�I fancy that

her marriage was not recognized by the Emperor�察�for the Russian

ambassador began to smile when I spoke of her�察�he does not receive her

either�察�and only bows very coolly if he meets her in the Bois。 For all

that�察�she is in Madame de Serizy's set�察�and visits Mesdames de

Nucingen and de Restaud。 There is no cloud over her here in France��

the Duchesse de Carigliano�察�the most´strait´laced marechale in the

whole Bonapartist coterie�察�often goes to spend the summer with her at

her country house。 Plenty of young fops�察�sons of peers of France�察�have

offered her a title in exchange for her fortune�察�and she has politely

declined them all。 Her susceptibilities�察�maybe�察�are not to be touched

by anything less than a count。 Aren't you a marquis�拭�Go ahead if you

fancy her。 This is what you may call receiving your instructions。'



;His raillery made me think that Rastignac wished to joke and excite

my curiosity�察�so that I was in a paroxysm of my extemporized passion

by the time that we stopped before a peristyle full of flowers。 My

heart beat and my color rose as we went up the great carpeted

staircase�察�and I noticed about me all the studied refinements of

English comfort�察�I was infatuatedly bourgeois�察�I forgot my origin and

all my personal and family pride。 Alas� �I had but just left a garret��

after three years of poverty�察�and I could not just then set the

treasures there acquired above such trifles as these。 Nor could I

rightly estimate the worth of the vast intellectual capital which

turns to riches at the moment when opportunity comes within our reach��

opportunity that does not overwhelm�察�because study has prepared us for

the struggles of public life。



;I found a woman of about twenty´two years of age�察�she was of average

height�察�was dressed in white�察�and held a feather fire´screen in her

hand�察�a group of men stood around her。 She rose at the sight of

Rastignac�察�and came towards us with a gracious smile and a musically´

uttered compliment�察�prepared no doubt beforehand�察�for me。 Our friend

had spoken of me as a rising man�察�and his clever way of making the

most of me had procured me this flattering reception。 I was confused

by the attention that every one paid to me�察�but Rastignac had luckily

mentioned my modesty。 I was brought in contact with scholars�察�men of

letters�察�ex´ministers�察�and peers of France。 The conversation��

interrupted a while by my coming�察�was resumed。 I took courage�察�feeling

that I had a reputation to maintain�察�and without abusing my privilege��

I spoke when it fell to me to speak�察�trying to state the questions at

issue in words more or less profound�察�witty or trenchant�察�and I made a

certain sensation。 Rastignac was a prophet for the thousandth time in

his life。 As soon as the gathering was large enough to restore freedom

to individuals�察�he took my arm�察�and we went round the rooms。



; 'Don't look as if you were too much struck by the princess��' he

said�察�'or she will guess your object in coming to visit her。'



;The rooms were furnished in excellent taste。 Each apartment had a

character of its own�察�as in wealthy English houses�察�and the silken

hangings�察�the style of the furniture�察�and the ornaments�察�even the most

trifling�察�were all subordinated to the original idea。 In a gothic

boudoir the doors were concealed by tapestried curtains�察�and the

paneling by hangings�察�the clock and the pattern of the carpet were

made to harmonize with the gothic surroundings。 The ceiling�察�with its

carved cross´beams of brown wood�察�was full of charm and originality��

the panels were beautifully wrought�察�nothing disturbed the general

harmony of the scheme of decoration�察�not even the windows with their

rich colored glass。 I was surprised by the extensive knowledge of

decoration that some artist had brought to bear on a little modern

room�察�it was so pleasant and fresh�察�and not heavy�察�but subdued with

its dead gold hues。 It had all the vague sentiment of a German ballad��

it was a retreat fit for some romance of 1827�察�perfumed by the exotic

flowers set in their stands。 Another apartment in the suite was a

gilded reproduction of the Louis Quatorze period�察�with modern

paintings on the walls in odd but pleasant contrast。



; 'You would not be so badly lodged��' was Rastignac's slightly

sarcastic comment。 'It is captivating�察�isn't it��' he added�察�smiling as

he sat down。 Then suddenly he rose�察�and led me by the hand into a

bedroom�察�where the softened light fell upon the bed under its canopy

of muslin and white watered silka couch for a young fairy betrothed

to one of the genii。



; 'Isn't it wantonly bad taste�察�insolent and unbounded coquetry��' he

said�察�lowering his voice�察�'that allows us to see this throne of love��

She gives herself to no one�察�and anybody may leave his card here。 If I

were not committed�察�I should like to see her at my feet all tears and

submission。'



; 'Are you so certain of her virtue��'



; 'The boldest and even the cleverest adventurers among us��

acknowledge themselves defeated�察�and continue to be her lovers and

devoted friends。 Isn't that woman a puzzle��'



;His words seemed to intoxicate me�察�I had jealous fears already of the

past。 I leapt for joy�察�and hurried back to the countess�察�whom I had

seen in the gothic boudoir。 She stopped me by a smile�察�made me sit

beside her�察�and talked about my work�察�seeming to take the greatest

interest in it�察�and all the more when I set forth my theories

amusingly�察�instead of adopting the formal language of a professor for

their explanation。 It seemed to divert her to be told that the human

will was a material force like steam�察�that in the moral world nothing

could resist its power if a man taught himself to concentrate it�察�to

economize it�察�and to project continually its fluid mass in given

directions upon other souls。 Such a man�察�I said�察�could modify all

things relatively to man�察�even the peremptory laws of nature。 The

questions Foedora raised showed a certain keenness of intellect。 I

took a pleasure in deciding some of them in her favor�察�in order to

flatter her�察�then I confuted her feminine reasoning with a word�察�and

roused her curiosity by drawing her attention to an everyday matter

to sleep�察�a thing so appa

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