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longing for thee。 As for myself�察�my peril is�察�in a measure�察�less
than thine�察�I mean the peril of death。 But lo�察�thou�察�this iron on
my foot is token that I am a thrall�察�and thou knowest in what wise
thralls must pay for transgressions。 Furthermore�察�of what I am�察�and
how I came hither�察�time would fail me to tell�察�but somewhile�察�maybe��
I shall tell thee。 I serve an evil mistress�察�of whom I may say that
scarce I wot if she be a woman or not�察�but by some creatures is she
accounted for a god�察�and as a god is heried�察�and surely never god
was crueller nor colder than she。 Me she hateth sorely�察�yet if she
hated me little or nought�察�small were the gain to me if it were her
pleasure to deal hardly by me。 But as things now are�察�and are like
to be�察�it would not be for her pleasure�察�but for her pain and loss��
to make an end of me�察�therefore�察�as I said e'en now�察�my mere life is
not in peril with her�察�unless�察�perchance�察�some sudden passion get
the better of her�察�and she slay me�察�and repent of it thereafter。
For so it is�察�that if it be the least evil of her conditions that
she is wanton�察�at least wanton she is to the letter。 Many a time
hath she cast the net for the catching of some goodly young man�察�and
her latest prey ��save it be thou�� is the young man whom I named��
when first I saw thee�察�by the name of the King's Son。 He is with us
yet�察�and I fear him�察�for of late hath he wearied of her�察�though it
is but plain truth to say of her�察�that she is the wonder of all
Beauties of the World。 He hath wearied of her�察�I say�察�and hath cast
his eyes upon me�察�and if I were heedless�察�he would betray me to the
uttermost of the wrath of my mistress。 For needs must I say of him��
though he be a goodly man�察�and now fallen into thralldom�察�that he
hath no bowels of compassion�察�but is a dastard�察�who for an hour's
pleasure would undo me�察�and thereafter would stand by smiling and
taking my mistress's pardon with good cheer�察�while for me would be
no pardon。 Seest thou�察�therefore�察�how it is with me between these
two cruel fools�拭 �And moreover there are others of whom I will not
even speak to thee。;
And therewith she put her hands before her face�察�and wept�察�and
murmured�此 �Who shall deliver me from this death in life�拭�
But Walter cried out�此 �For what else am I come hither�察�I�察�I�拭�
And it was a near thing that he did not take her in his arms�察�but he
remembered his pledged word�察�and drew aback from her in terror��
whereas he had an inkling of why she would not suffer it�察�and he
wept with her。
But suddenly the Maid left weeping�察�and said in a changed voice��
;Friend�察�whereas thou speakest of delivering me�察�it is more like
that I shall deliver thee。 And now I pray thy pardon for thus
grieving thee with my grief�察�and that more especially because thou
mayst not solace thy grief with kisses and caresses�察�but so it was��
that for once I was smitten by the thought of the anguish of this
land�察�and the joy of all the world besides。;
Therewith she caught her breath in a half´sob�察�but refrained her and
went on�此 �Now dear friend and darling�察�take good heed to all that I
shall say to thee�察�whereas thou must do after the teaching of my
words。 And first�察�I deem by the monster having met thee at the
gates of the land�察�and refreshed thee�察�that the Mistress hath looked
for thy coming�察�nay�察�by thy coming hither at all�察�that she hath cast
her net and caught thee。 Hast thou noted aught that might seem to
make this more like�拭�
Said Walter�此 �Three times in full daylight have I seen go past me
the images of the monster and thee and a glorious lady�察�even as if
ye were alive。;
And therewith he told her in few words how it had gone with him
since that day on the quay at Langton。
She said�此 �Then it is no longer perhaps�察�but certain�察�that thou art
her latest catch�察�and even so I deemed from the first�此 �and�察�dear
friend�察�this is why I have not suffered thee to kiss or caress me��
so sore as I longed for thee。 For the Mistress will have thee for
her only�察�and hath lured thee hither for nought else�察�and she is
wise in wizardry ��even as some deal am I���察�and wert thou to touch me
with hand or mouth on my naked flesh�察�yea�察�or were it even my
raiment�察�then would she scent the savour of thy love upon me�察�and
then�察�though it may be she would spare thee�察�she would not spare
me。;
Then was she silent a little�察�and seemed very downcast�察�and Walter
held his peace from grief and confusion and helplessness�察�for of
wizardry he knew nought。
At last the Maid spake again�察�and said�此 �Nevertheless we will not
die redeless。 Now thou must look to this�察�that from henceforward it
is thee�察�and not the King's Son�察�whom she desireth�察�and that so much
the more that she hath not set eyes on thee。 Remember this��
whatsoever her seeming may be to thee。 Now�察�therefore�察�shall the
King's Son be free�察�though he know it not�察�to cast his love on
whomso he will�察�and�察�in a way�察�I also shall be free to yeasay him。
Though�察�forsooth�察�so fulfilled is she with malice and spite�察�that
even then she may turn round on me to punish me for doing that which
she would have me do。 Now let me think of it。;
Then was she silent a good while�察�and spoke at last�此 �Yea�察�all
things are perilous�察�and a perilous rede I have thought of�察�whereof
I will not tell thee as yet�察�so waste not the short while by asking
me。 At least the worst will be no worse than what shall come if we
strive not against it。 And now�察�my friend�察�amongst perils it is
growing more and more perilous that we twain should be longer
together。 But I would say one thing yet�察�and maybe another
thereafter。 Thou hast cast thy love upon one who will be true to
thee�察�whatsoever may befall�察�yet is she a guileful creature�察�and
might not help it her life long�察�and now for thy very sake must
needs be more guileful now than ever before。 And as for me�察�the
guileful�察�my love have I cast upon a lovely man�察�and one true and
simple�察�and a stout´heart�察�but at such a pinch is he�察�that if he
withstand all temptation�察�his withstanding may belike undo both him
and me。 Therefore swear we both of us�察�that by both of us shall all
guile and all falling away be forgiven on the day when we shall be
free to love each the other as our hearts will。;
Walter cried out�此 �O love�察�I swear it indeed� �thou art my Hallow��
and I will swear it as on the relics of a Hallow�察�on thy hands and
thy feet I swear it。;
The words seemed to her a dear caress�察�and she laughed�察�and blushed��
and looked full kindly on him�察�and then her face grew solemn�察�and
she said�此 �On thy life I swear it� �
Then she said�此 �Now is there nought for thee to do but to go hence
straight to the Golden House�察�which is my Mistress's house�察�and the
only house in this land ��save one which I may not see���察�and lieth
southward no long way。 How she will deal with thee�察�I wot not�察�but
all I have said of her and thee and the King's Son is true。
Therefore I say to thee�察�be wary and cold at heart�察�whatsoever
outward semblance thou mayst make。 If thou have to yield thee to
her�察�then yield rather late than early�察�so as to gain time。 Yet not
so late as to seem shamed in yielding for fear's sake。 Hold fast to
thy life�察�my friend�察�for in warding that�察�thou wardest me from grief
without remedy。 Thou wilt see me ere long�察�it may be to´morrow�察�it
may be some days hence。 But forget not�察�that what I may do�察�that I
am doing。 Take heed also that thou pay no more heed to me�察�or
rather less�察�than if thou wert meeting a maiden of no account in the
streets of thine own town。 O my love� �barren is this first
farewell�察�as was our first meeting�察�but surely shall there be
another meeting better than the first�察�and the last farewell may be
long and long yet。;
Therewith she stood up�察�and he knelt before her a little while
without any word�察�and then arose and went his ways�察�but when he had
gone a space he turned about�察�and saw her still standing in the same
place�察�she stayed a moment when she saw him turn�察�and then herself
turned about。
So he departed through the fair land�察�and his heart was full with
hope and fear as he went。
CHAPTER XI�此 �WALTER HAPPENETH ON THE MISTRESS
It was but a little after noon when Walter left the Maid behind�此 �he
steered south by the sun�察�as the Maid had bidden him�察�and went
swiftly�察�for�察�as a good knight wending to battle�察�the time seemed
long to him till he should meet the foe。
So an hour before sunset he saw something white and gay gleaming
through the boles of the oak´trees�察�and presently there was clear
before him a most goodly house builded of white marble�察�carved all
about with knots and imagery�察�and the carven folk were all painted
of their lively colours�察�whether it were their raiment or their
flesh�察�and the housings wherein they stood all done with gold and
fair hues。 Gay were the windows of the house�察�and there was a
pillared porch before the great door�察�with images betwixt the
pillars both of men and beasts�此 �and when Walter looked up to the
roof of the house�察�he saw that it gleamed and shone�察�for all the
tiles were of yellow metal�察�which he deemed to be of very gold。
All this he saw as he went�察�and tarried not to gaze upon it�察�for he
said�察�Belike there will be time for me to look on all this before I
die。 But he said also�察�that�察�though the house was not of the
greatest�察�it was beyond compare of all houses of the world。
Now he entered it by the porch�察�and came into a hall many´pillared��
and vaulted over�察�the walls painted with gold and ultramarine�察�the
floor dark�察�and spangled with many colours�察�and the windows glazed
with knots and pictures。 Midmost thereof was a fountain of gold��
whence the water ran two ways in gold´lined runnels�察�spanned twice
with little bridges of silver。 Long was that hall�察�and now not very
light�察�so that Walter was come past the fountain before he saw any
folk therein�此 �then he looked up toward the high´seat�察�and himseemed
that a great light shone thence�察�and dazzled his eyes�察�and he went
on a little way�察�and then fell on his knees�察�for there before him on
the high´seat sat that wondrous Lady�察�whose lively image had been
shown to him thrice before�察�and she was clad in gold and jewels�察�as
he had erst seen her。 But now she was not alone�察�for by her side
sat a young man�察�goodly enough�察�so far as Walter might see him�察�and
most richly clad�察�with a jewelled sword by his side�察�and a chaplet
of gems on his head。 They held each other by the hand�察�and seemed
to be in dear converse together�察�but they spake softly�察�so that
Walter might not hear what they said�察�till at last the man spake
aloud to the Lady�此 �Seest thou not that there is a man in the
hall�拭�
;Yea�察─�she said�察 �I see him yonder�察�kneeling on his knees�察�let him
come nigher and give some account of himself。;
So Walter stood up and drew nigh�察�and stood there�察�all shamefaced
and confused�察�looking on those twain�察�and wondering at the beauty of
the Lady。 As for the man�察�who was slim�察�and black´haired�察�and
straight´featured�察�for all his goodliness Walter accounted him
little�察�and nowise deemed him to look chieftain´like。
Now the Lady spake not to Walter any more than erst�察�but at last the
man said�此 �Why doest thou not kneel as thou didst erewhile�拭�