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discover a trace of it; but simply for a relief to her own dislike。
Now she would have written a plain letter; containing as brief and
as true an excuse as she could find; had it not been; that; inclosed
in Mrs。 Elton's note she found another; which ran thus:

〃DEAR EUPHRA;Do come and see us。  I do not like London at all
without you。  There are no happy days here like those we had at
Arnstead with Mr。 Sutherland。  Mrs。 Elton and Margaret are very kind
to me。  But I wish you would come。  Do; do; do。  Please do。

〃Your affectionate cousin;

〃HARRY ARNOLD。〃

〃The dear boy!〃 said Euphra; with a gush of pure and grateful
affection; 〃I will go and see him。〃

Harry had begun to work with his masters; and was doing his best;
which was very good。  If his heart was not so much in it as when he
was studying with his big brother; he gained a great benefit from
the increase of exercise to his will; in the doing of what was less
pleasant。  Ever since Hugh had given his faculties a right
direction; and aided him by healthful manly sympathy; he had been
making up for the period during which childhood had been protracted
into boyhood; and now he was making rapid progress。

When Euphra arrived; Harry rushed to the hall to meet her。  She took
him in her arms; and burst into tears。  Her tears drew forth his。
He stroked her pale face; and said:

〃Dear Euphra; how ill you look!〃

〃I shall soon be better now; Harry。〃

〃I was afraid you did not love me; Euphra; but now I am sure you
do。〃

〃Indeed I do。  I am very sorry for everything that made you think I
did not love you。〃

〃No; no。  It was all my fancy。  Now we shall be very happy。〃

And so Harry was。  And Euphra; through means of Harry; began to gain
a little of what is better than most kinds of happiness; because it
is nearest to the best happinessI mean peace。  This foretaste of
rest came to her from the devotedness with which she now applied
herself to aid the intellect; which she had unconsciously repressed
and stunted before。  She took Harry's books when he had gone to bed;
and read over all his lessons; that she might be able to assist him
in preparing them; venturing thus into some regions of labour into
which ladies are too seldom conducted by those who instruct them。
This produced in her quite new experiences。  One of these was; that
in proportion as she laboured for Harry; hope grew for herself。  It
was likewise of the greatest immediate benefit that the intervals of
thought; instead of lying vacant to melancholy; or the vapours that
sprung from the foregoing strife of the spiritual elements; should
be occupied by healthy mental exercise。

Still; however; she was subject to great vicissitudes of feeling。  A
kind of peevishness; to which she had formerly been a stranger; was
but too ready to appear; even when she was most anxious; in her
converse with Harry; to behave well to him。  But the pure
forgiveness of the boy was wonderful。  Instead of plaguing himself
to find out the cause of her behaviour; or resenting it in the
least; he only laboured; by increased attention and submission; to
remove it; and seemed perfectly satisfied when it was followed by a
kind word; which to him was repentance; apology; amends; and
betterment; all in one。  When he had thus driven away the evil
spirit; there was Euphra her own self。  So perfectly did she see;
and so thoroughly appreciate this kindness and love of Harry; that
he began to look to her like an angel of forgiveness come to live a
boy's life; that he might do an angel's work。

Her health continued very poor。  She suffered constantly from more
or less headache; and at times from faintings。  But she had not for
some time discovered any signs of somnambulism。

Of this peculiarity her friends were entirely ignorant。  The
occasions; indeed; on which it had manifested itself to an excessive
degree; had been but few。




CHAPTER IX。

THE NEW PUPILS。

Think you a little din can daunt mine ears?
Have I not in my time heard lions roar?

And do you tell me of a woman's tongue;
That gives not half so great a blow to hear;
As will a chestnut in a farmer's fire?
Tush! tush! fear boys with bugs。

Taming of the Shrew。


During the whole of his first interview with Falconer; which lasted
so long that he had been glad to make a bed of Falconer's sofa; Hugh
never once referred to the object for which he had accepted
MacPherson's proffered introduction; nor did Falconer ask him any
questions。  Hugh was too much interested and saddened by the scenes
through which Falconer led him; not to shrink from speaking of
anything less important; and with Falconer it was a rule; a
principle almost; never to expedite utterance of any sort。

In the morning; feeling a little good…natured anxiety as to his
landlady's reception of him; Hugh made some allusion to it; as he
sat at his new friend's breakfast…table。

Falconer said:

〃What is your landlady's name?〃

〃Miss Talbot。〃

〃Oh! little Miss Talbot?  You are in good quarterstoo good to
lose; I can tell you。  Just say to Miss Talbot that you were with
me。〃

〃You know her; then?〃

〃Oh; yes。〃

〃You seem to know everybody。〃

〃If I have spoken to a person once; I never forget him。〃

〃That seems to me very strange。〃

〃It is simple enough。  The secret of it is; that; as far as I can
help it; I never have any merely business relations with any one。  I
try always not to forget that there is a deeper relation between us。
I commonly succeed worst in a drawing…room; yet even there; for the
time we are together; I try to recognise the present humanity;
however much distorted or concealed。  The consequence is; I never
forget anybody; and I generally find that others remember meat
least those with whom I have had any real relations; springing from
my need or from theirs。  The man who mends a broken chair for you;
or a rent in your coat; renders you a human service; and; in virtue
of that; comes nearer to your inner self; than nine…tenths of the
ladies and gentlemen whom you meet only in what is called society;
are likely to do。〃

〃But do you not find it awkward sometimes?〃

〃Not in the least。  I am never ashamed of knowing any one; and as I
never assume a familiarity that does not exist; I never find it
assumed towards me。〃

Hugh found the advantage of Falconer's sociology when he mentioned
to Miss Talbot that he had been his guest that night。

〃You should have sent us word; Mr。 Sutherland;〃 was all Miss
Talbot's reply。

〃I could not do so before you must have been all in bed。  I was
sorry; but I could hardly help it。〃

Miss Talbot turned away into the kitchen。  The only other indication
of her feeling in the matter was; that she sent him up a cup of
delicious chocolate for his lunch; before he set out for Mr。
Appleditch's; where she had heard at the shop that he was going。

My reader must not be left to fear that I am about to give a
detailed account of Hugh's plans with these unpleasant little
immortals; whose earthly nature sprang from a pair whose religion
consisted chiefly in negations; and whose main duty seemed to be to
make money in small sums; and spend it in smaller。  When he arrived
at Buccleuch Crescent; he was shown into the dining…room; into which
the boys were separately dragged; to receive the first instalment of
the mental legacy left them by their ancestors。  But the legacy…duty
was so heavy that they would gladly have declined paying it; even
with the loss of the legacy itself; and Hugh was dismayed at the
impossibility of interesting them in anything。  He tried telling
them stories even; without success。  They stared at him; it is true;
but whether there was more speculation in the open mouths; or in the
fishy; overfed eyes; he found it impossible to determine。  He could
not help feeling the riddle of Providence in regard to the birth of
these; much harder to read than that involved in the case of some of
the little thieves whose acquaintance he had made; when with
Falconer; the evening before。  But he did his best; and before the
time had expiredtwo hours; namely;he had found out; to his
satisfaction; that the elder had a turn for sums; and the younger
for drawing。  So he made use of these predilections to bribe them to
the exercise of their intellect upon less…favoured branches of human
accomplishment。  He found the plan operate as well as it could have
been expected to operate upon such material。

But one or two little incidents; relating to his intercourse with
Mrs。 Appleditch; I must not omit。  Though a mother's love is more
ready to purify itself than most other lovesyet there is a class
of mothers; whose love is only an extended; scarcely an expanded;
selfishness。  Mrs。 Appleditch did not in the least love her children
because they were children; and children committed to her care by
the Father of all children; but she loved them dearly because they
were her children。

One day Hugh gave Master Appleditch a smart slap across the fingers;
as the ultimate resource。  The child screamed as he well knew how。
His mother burst into the room。

〃Johnny; hold your tongue!〃

〃Teacher's been and hurt me。〃

〃Hold your tongue; I say。  My head's like to split。  Get out of the
room; you little ruffian!〃

She seized him by the shoulders; and turned him out; administering a
box on his ear that made the room ring。  Then turning to Hugh;

〃Mr。 Sutherland; how dare you strike my child?〃 she demanded。

〃He required it; Mrs。 Appleditch。  I did him no harm。  He will mind
what I say another time。〃

〃I will not have him touched。  It's disgraceful。  To strike a
child!〃

She belonged to that class of humane parents who consider it cruel
to inflict any corporal suffering upon children; except they do it
themselves; and in a passion。  Johnnie behaved better after this;
however; and the only revenge Mrs。 Appleditch took for this
interference with the dignity of her eldest born; and; consequently;
with her own as his mother; was; thatwith the view; probably; of
impressing upon Hugh a due sense of the menial position he occupied
in her familyshe always paid him his fee of one shilling and
sixpence every day before he left the house。  Once or twice she
contrived accidentally that the sixpence should be in coppers。  Hugh
was too much of a philosopher; however; to mind this from such a
woman。  I am afraid he rather enjoyed her spite; for he felt it did
not touch him; seeing it could not be less honourable to be paid by
the day than by the quarter or by the year。  Certainly the coppers
were an annoyance; but if the coppers could be carried; the
annoyance could be borne。  The real disgust in the affair was; that
he had to meet and speak with a woman every day; for whom he could
feel nothing but contempt and aversion。  Hugh was not yet able to
mingle with these feelings any of the leaven of that charity which
they need most of all who are contemptible in the eye of their
fellows。  Contempt is murder committed by the intellect; as hatred
is murder committed by the heart。  Charity having life in itself; is
the opposite and destroyer of contempt as well as of hatred。

After this; nothing went amiss for some time。  But it was very
dreary w

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