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that was not enough�察�he must relate all he knew。
。 。 。 。 。
;Why did you testify such horror at the funeral of Father
Olavida�拭─�Everyone testified horror and grief at the death of
that venerable ecclesiastic�察�who died in the odor of sanctity。 Had
I done otherwise�察�it might have been reckoned a proof of my guilt。;
;Why did you interrupt the preacher with such extraordinary
exclamations�拭�To this no answer。 ;Why do you refuse to explain
the meaning of those exclamations�拭�No answer。 ;Why do you
persist in this obstinate and dangerous silence�拭 �Look�察�I beseech
you�察�brother�察�at the cross that is suspended against this wall�察�
and the Inquisitor pointed to the large black crucifix at the back
of the chair where he sat�察 �one drop of the blood shed there can
purify you from all the sin you have ever committed�察�but all that
blood�察�combined with the intercession of the Queen of Heaven�察�and
the merits of all its martyrs�察�nay�察�even the absolution of the
Pope�察�cannot deliver you from the curse of dying in unrepented
sin。;;What sin�察�then�察�have I committed�拭─�The greatest of all
possible sins�察�you refuse answering the questions put to you at the
tribunal of the most holy and merciful Inquisition��you will not
tell us what you know concerning the death of Father Olavida。;;I
have told you that I believe he perished in consequence of his
ignorance and presumption。; ;What proof can you produce of that�拭�
;He sought the knowledge of a secret withheld from man。; ;What
was that�拭─�The secret of discovering the presence or agency of
the evil power。; ;Do you possess that secret�拭�After much
agitation on the part of the prisoner�察�he said distinctly�察�but very
faintly�察 �My master forbids me to disclose it。; ;If your master
were Jesus Christ�察�he would not forbid you to obey the commands�察�or
answer the questions of the Inquisition。;;I am not sure of that。;
There was a general outcry of horror at these words。 The
examination then went on。 ;If you believed Olavida to be guilty of
any pursuits or studies condemned by our mother the church�察�why did
you not denounce him to the Inquisition�拭─�Because I believed him
not likely to be injured by such pursuits�察�his mind was too weak��
he died in the struggle�察─�said the prisoner with great emphasis。
;You believe�察�then�察�it requires strength of mind to keep those
abominable secrets�察�when examined as to their nature and
tendency�拭─�No�察�I rather imagine strength of body。; ;We shall try
that presently�察─�said an Inquisitor�察�giving a signal for the
torture。
。 。 。 。 。
The prisoner underwent the first and second applications with
unshrinking courage�察�but on the infliction of the water´torture��
which is indeed insupportable to humanity�察�either to suffer or
relate�察�he exclaimed in the gasping interval�察�he would disclose
everything。 He was released�察�refreshed�察�restored�察�and the
following day uttered the following remarkable confession。 。 。 。
。 。 。 。 。
The old Spanish woman further confessed to Stanton�察�that。 。 。 。
。 。 。 。 。
and that the Englishman certainly had been seen in the neighborhood
since��seen�察�as she had heard�察�that very night。 ;Great Gd� �
exclaimed Stanton�察�as he recollected the stranger whose demoniac
laugh had so appalled him�察�while gazing on the lifeless bodies of
the lovers�察�whom the lightning had struck and blasted。
As the manuscript�察�after a few blotted and illegible pages�察�became
more distinct�察�Melmoth read on�察�perplexed and unsatisfied�察�not
knowing what connection this Spanish story could have with his
ancestor�察�whom�察�however�察�he recognized under the title of the
Englishman�察�and wondering how Stanton could have thought it worth
his while to follow him to Ireland�察�write a long manuscript about
an event that occurred in Spain�察�and leave it in the hands of his
family�察�to ;verify untrue things�察─�in the language of Dogberry��
his wonder was diminished�察�though his curiosity was still more
inflamed�察�by the perusal of the next lines�察�which he made out with
some difficulty。 It seems Stanton was now in England。
。 。 。 。 。
About the year 1677�察�Stanton was in London�察�his mind still full of
his mysterious countryman。 This constant subject of his
contemplations had produced a visible change in his exterior��his
walk was what Sallust tells us of Catiline's��his were�察�too�察�the
;faedi oculi。; He said to himself every moment�察 �If I could but
trace that being�察�I will not call him man�察�and the next moment he
said�察 �and what if I could�拭─ �In this state of mind�察�it is singular
enough that he mixed constantly in public amusements�察�but it is
true。 When one fierce passion is devouring the soul�察�we feel more
than ever the necessity of external excitement�察�and our dependence
on the world for temporary relief increases in direct proportion to
our contempt of the world and all its works。 He went frequently to
the theaters�察�THEN fashionable�察�when
;The fair sat panting at a courtier's play��
And not a mask went unimproved away。;
。 。 。 。 。
It was that memorable night�察�when�察�according to the history of the
veteran Betterton��* Mrs。 Barry�察�who personated Roxana�察�had a green´
room squabble with Mrs。 Bowtell�察�the representative of Statira��
about a veil�察�which the partiality of the property man adjudged to
the latter。 Roxana suppressed her rage till the fifth act�察�when��
stabbing Statira�察�she aimed the blow with such force as to pierce
through her stays�察�and inflict a severe though not dangerous wound。
Mrs。 Bowtell fainted�察�the performance was suspended�察�and�察�in the
commotion which this incident caused in the house�察�many of the
audience rose�察�and Stanton among them。 It was at this moment that��
in a seat opposite to him�察�he discovered the object of his search
for four years��the Englishman whom he had met in the plains of
Valencia�察�and whom he believed the same with the subject of the
extraordinary narrative he had heard there。
* Vide Betterton's History of the Stage。
He was standing up。 There was nothing particular or remarkable in
his appearance�察�but the expression of his eyes could never be
mistaken or forgotten。 The heart of Stanton palpitated with
violence��a mist overspread his eye��a nameless and deadly
sickness�察�accompanied with a creeping sensation in every pore�察�from
which cold drops were gushing�察�announced the。 。 。 。
。 。 。 。 。
Before he had well recovered�察�a strain of music�察�soft�察�solemn�察�and
delicious�察�breathed round him�察�audibly ascending from the ground��
and increasing in sweetness and power till it seemed to fill the
whole building。 Under the sudden impulse of amazement and
pleasure�察�he inquired of some around him from whence those
exquisite sounds arose。 But�察�by the manner in which he was
answered�察�it was plain that those he addressed considered him
insane�察�and�察�indeed�察�the remarkable change in his expression might
well justify the suspicion。 He then remembered that night in
Spain�察�when the same sweet and mysterious sounds were heard only by
the young bridegroom and bride�察�of whom the latter perished on that
very night。 ;And am I then to be the next victim�拭─�thought
Stanton�察 �and are those celestial sounds�察�that seem to prepare us
for heaven�察�only intended to announce the presence of an incarnate
fiend�察�who mocks the devoted with 'airs from heaven��' while he
prepares to surround them with 'blasts from hell'�拭─ �It is very
singular that at this moment�察�when his imagination had reached its
highest pitch of elevation��when the object he had pursued so long
and fruitlessly�察�had in one moment become as it were tangible to
the grasp both of mind and body��when this spirit�察�with whom he
had wrestled in darkness�察�was at last about to declare its name��
that Stanton began to feel a kind of disappointment at the futility
of his pursuits�察�like Bruce at discovering the source of the Nile��
or Gibbon on concluding his History。 The feeling which he had
dwelt on so long�察�that he had actually converted it into a duty��
was after all mere curiosity�察�but what passion is more insatiable��
or more capable of giving a kind of romantic grandeur to all its
wanderings and eccentricities�拭 �Curiosity is in one respect like
love�察�it always compromises between the object and the feeling�察�and
provided the latter possesses sufficient energy�察�no matter how
contemptible the former may be。 A child might have smiled at the
agitation of Stanton�察�caused as it was by the accidental appearance
of a stranger�察�but no man�察�in the full energy of his passions�察�was
there�察�but must have trembled at the horrible agony of emotion with
which he felt approaching�察�with sudden and irresistible velocity��
the crisis of his destiny。
When the play was over�察�he stood for some moments in the deserted
streets。 It was a beautiful moonlight night�察�and he saw near him a
figure�察�whose shadow�察�projected half across the street ��there were
no flagged ways then�察�chains and posts were the only defense of the
foot passenger���察�appeared to him of gigantic magnitude。 He had
been so long accustomed to contend with these phantoms of the
imagination�察�that he took a kind of stubborn delight in subduing
them。 He walked up to the object�察�and observing the shadow only
was magnified�察�and the figure was the ordinary height of man�察�he
approached it�察�and discovered the very object of his search��the
man whom he had seen for a moment in Valencia�察�and�察�after a search
of four years�察�recognized at the theater。
。 。 。 。 。
;You were in quest of me�拭─�I was。; ;Have you anything to inquire
of me�拭─�Much。; ;Speak�察�then。;;This is no place。; ;No place��
poor wretch�察�I am independent of time and place。 Speak�察�if you
have anything to ask or to learn。;;I have many things to ask�察�but
nothing to learn�察�I hope�察�from you。; ;You deceive yourself�察�but
you will be undeceived when next we meet。;;And when shall that
be�拭─�said Stanton�察�grasping his arm�察 �name your hour and your
place。; ;The hour shall be midday�察─�answered the stranger�察�with a
horrid and unintelligible smile�察 �and the place shall be the bare
walls of a madhouse�察�where you shall rise rattling in your chains��
and rustling from your straw�察�to greet me��yet still you shall
have THE CURSE OF SANITY�察�and of memory。 My voice shall ring in
your ears till then�察�and the glance of these eyes shall be
reflected from every object�察�animate or inanimate�察�till you behold
them again。;;Is it under circumstances so horrible we are to meet
again�拭─�said Stanton�察�shrinking under the full´lighted blaze of
those demon eyes。 ;I never�察─�said the stranger�察�in an emphatic
tone�察�I never desert my friends in misfortune。 When they are
plunged in the lowest abyss of human calamity�察�they are sure to be
visited by me。;
。 。 。 。 。
The narrative�察�when Melmoth was again able to trace its
continuation�察�described Stanton�察�some years after�察�plunged in a
state the most deplorable。
He had been always reckoned of a singular turn of mind�察�and the
belief of this�察�aggr