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arrangements strike people as remedies for the evil�察�so much the
more effectually did they aid the terror�察�but�察�above all�察�the awe��
the sense of mystery�察�when ten cases of total extermination��
applied to separate households�察�had occurred�察�in every one of which
these precautionary aids had failed to yield the slightest
assistance。  The horror�察�the perfect frenzy of fear�察�which seized
upon the town after that experience�察�baffles all attempt at
description。  Had these various contrivances failed merely in some
human and intelligible way�察�as by bringing the aid too tardily
still�察�in such cases�察�though the danger would no less have been
evidently deepened�察�nobody would have felt any further mystery than
what�察�from the very first�察�rested upon the persons and the motives
of the murderers。  But�察�as it was�察�when�察�in ten separate cases of
exterminating carnage�察�the astounded police�察�after an examination
the most searching�察�pursued from day to day�察�and almost exhausting
the patience by the minuteness of the investigation�察�had finally
pronounced that no attempt apparently had been made to benefit by
any of the signals preconcerted�察�that no footstep apparently had
moved in that directionthen�察�and after that result�察�a blind
misery of fear fell upon the population�察�so much the worse than any
anguish of a beleaguered city that is awaiting the storming fury of
a victorious enemy�察�by how much the shadowy�察�the uncertain�察�the
infinite�察�is at all times more potent in mastering the mind than a
danger that is known�察�measurable�察�palpable�察�and human。  The very
police�察�instead of offering protection or encouragement�察�were
seized with terror for themselves。  And the general feeling�察�as it
was described to me by a grave citizen whom I met in a morning walk
��for the overmastering sense of a public calamity broke down every
barrier of reserve�察�and all men talked freely to all men in the
streets�察�as they would have done during the rockings of an
earthquake���察�was�察�even among the boldest�察�like that which sometimes
takes possession of the mind in dreamswhen one feels oneself
sleeping alone�察�utterly divided from all call or hearing of
friends�察�doors open that should be shut�察�or unlocked that should be
triply secured�察�the very walls gone�察�barriers swallowed up by
unknown abysses�察�nothing around one but frail curtains�察�and a world
of illimitable night�察�whisperings at a distance�察�correspondence
going on between darkness and darkness�察�like one deep calling to
another�察�and the dreamer's own heart the center from which the
whole network of this unimaginable chaos radiates�察�by means of
which the blank PRIVATIONS of silence and darkness become powers
the most POSITIVE and awful。

Agencies of fear�察�as of any other passion�察�and�察�above all�察�of
passion felt in communion with thousands�察�and in which the heart
beats in conscious sympathy with an entire city�察�through all its
regions of high and low�察�young and old�察�strong and weak�察�such
agencies avail to raise and transfigure the natures of men�察�mean
minds become elevated�察�dull men become eloquent�察�and when matters
came to this crisis�察�the public feeling�察�as made known by voice��
gesture�察�manner�察�or words�察�was such that no stranger could
represent it to his fancy。  In that respect�察�therefore�察�I had an
advantage�察�being upon the spot through the whole course of the
affair�察�for giving a faithful narrative�察�as I had still more
eminently�察�from the sort of central station which I occupied�察�with
respect to all the movements of the case。  I may add that I had
another advantage�察�not possessed�察�or not in the same degree�察�by any
other inhabitant of the town。  I was personally acquainted with
every family of the slightest account belonging to the resident
population�察�whether among the old local gentry�察�or the new settlers
whom the late wars had driven to take refuge within our walls。

It was in September�察�1815�察�that I received a letter from the chief
secretary to the Prince of M�察�a nobleman connected with the
diplomacy of Russia�察�from which I quote an extract�此 �I wish�察�in
short�察�to recommend to your attentions�察�and in terms stronger than
I know how to devise�察�a young man on whose behalf the czar himself
is privately known to have expressed the very strongest interest。
He was at the battle of Waterloo as an aide´de´camp to a Dutch
general officer�察�and is decorated with distinctions won upon that
awful day。  However�察�though serving in that instance under English
orders�察�and although an Englishman of rank�察�he does not belong to
the English military service。  He has served�察�young as he is�察�under
VARIOUS banners�察�and under ours�察�in particular�察�in the cavalry of
our imperial guard。  He is English by birth�察�nephew to the Earl of
E。�察�and heir presumptive to his immense estates。  There is a wild
story current�察�that his mother was a gypsy of transcendent beauty��
which may account for his somewhat Moorish complexion�察�though��
after all�察�THAT is not of a deeper tinge than I have seen among
many an Englishman。  He is himself one of the noblest looking of
God's creatures。  Both father and mother�察�however�察�are now dead。
Since then he has become the favorite of his uncle�察�who detained
him in England after the emperor had departedand�察�as this uncle
is now in the last stage of infirmity�察�Mr。 Wyndham's succession to
the vast family estates is inevitable�察�and probably near at hand。
Meantime�察�he is anxious for some assistance in his studies。
Intellectually he stands in the very first rank of men�察�as I am
sure you will not be slow to discover�察�but his long military
service�察�and the unparalleled tumult of our European history since
1805�察�have interfered ��as you may suppose�� with the cultivation of
his mind�察�for he entered the cavalry service of a German power when
a mere boy�察�and shifted about from service to service as the
hurricane of war blew from this point or from that。  During the
French anabasis to Moscow he entered our service�察�made himself a
prodigious favorite with the whole imperial family�察�and even now is
only in his twenty´second year。  As to his accomplishments�察�they
will speak for themselves�察�they are infinite�察�and applicable to
every situation of life。  Greek is what he wants from you��never
ask about terms。  He will acknowledge any trouble he may give you��
as he acknowledges all trouble�察�en prince。  And ten years hence you
will look back with pride upon having contributed your part to the
formation of one whom all here at St。 Petersburg�察�not soldiers
only�察�but we diplomates�察�look upon as certain to prove a great man��
and a leader among the intellects of Christendom。;

Two or three other letters followed�察�and at length it was arranged
that Mr。 Maximilian Wyndham should take up his residence at my
monastic abode for one year。  He was to keep a table�察�and an
establishment of servants�察�at his own cost�察�was to have an
apartment of some dozen or so of rooms�察�the unrestricted use of the
library�察�with some other public privileges willingly conceded by
the magistracy of the town�察�in return for all which he was to pay
me a thousand guineas�察�and already beforehand�察�by way of
acknowledgment for the public civilities of the town�察�he sent��
through my hands�察�a contribution of three hundred guineas to the
various local institutions for education of the poor�察�or for
charity。

The Russian secretary had latterly corresponded with me from a
little German town�察�not more than ninety miles distant�察�and�察�as he
had special couriers at his service�察�the negotiations advanced so
rapidly that all was closed before the end of September。  And�察�when
once that consummation was attained�察�I�察�that previously had
breathed no syllable of what was stirring�察�now gave loose to the
interesting tidings�察�and suffered them to spread through the whole
compass of the town。  It will be easily imagined that such a story��
already romantic enough in its first outline�察�would lose nothing in
the telling。  An Englishman to begin with�察�which name of itself��
and at all times�察�is a passport into German favor�察�but much more
since the late memorable wars that but for Englishmen would have
drooped into disconnected effortsnext�察�an Englishman of rank and
of the haute noblessethen a soldier covered with brilliant
distinctions�察�and in the most brilliant arm of the service�察�young��
moreover�察�and yet a veteran by his experiencefresh from the most
awful battle of this planet since the day of Pharsalia��radiant
with the favor of courts and of imperial ladies�察�finally ��which
alone would have given him an interest in all female hearts���察�an
Antinous of faultless beauty�察�a Grecian statue�察�as it were�察�into
which the breath of life had been breathed by some modern
Pygmalion��such a pomp of gifts and endowments settling upon one
man's head�察�should not have required for its effect the vulgar
consummation ��and yet to many it WAS the consummation and crest of
the whole�� that he was reputed to be rich beyond the dreams of
romance or the necessities of a fairy tale。  Unparalleled was the
impression made upon our stagnant society�察�every tongue was busy in
discussing the marvelous young Englishman from morning to night��
every female fancy was busy in depicting the personal appearance of
this gay apparition。

On his arrival at my house�察�I became sensible of a truth which I
had observed some years before。  The commonplace maxim is�察�that it
is dangerous to raise expectations too high。  This�察�which is thus
generally expressed�察�and without limitation�察�is true only
conditionally�察�it is true then and there only where there is but
little merit to sustain and justify the expectation。  But in any
case where the merit is transcendent of its kind�察�it is always
useful to rack the expectation up to the highest point。  In
anything which partakes of the infinite�察�the most unlimited
expectations will find ample room for gratification�察�while it is
certain that ordinary observers�察�possessing little sensibility��
unless where they have been warned to expect�察�will often fail to
see what exists in the most conspicuous splendor。  In this instance
it certainly did no harm to the subject of expectation that I had
been warned to look for so much。  The warning�察�at any rate�察�put me
on the lookout for whatever eminence there might be of grandeur in
his personal appearance�察�while�察�on the other hand�察�this existed in
such excess�察�so far transcending anything I had ever met with in my
experience�察�that no expectation which it is in words to raise could
have been disappointed。

These thoughts traveled with the rapidity of light through my
brain�察�as at one glance my eye took in the supremacy of beauty and
power which seemed to have alighted from the clouds before me。
Power�察�and the contemplation of power�察�in any absolute incarnation
of grandeur or excess�察�necessarily have the instantaneous effect of
quelling all perturbation。  My composure was restored in a moment。
I looked steadily at him。  We both bowed。  And�察�at the moment when
he raised his head from that inclination�察�I caught the glance of
his eye�察�an eye such as might have been looked for in a face of
such noble lineaments


     ;Blending the nature of the star
      With that of summer skies�察�


and�察�therefore�察�meant by nature for the residence 

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