屋顶间的哲学家_梭维斯特-第5章
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tofthecityaltogetherhassomethingharsh;restless;andflurriedaboutit。but;assoonasthestarsappear;everythingischanged;theglareofthewhitehousesisquenchedinthegatheringshades;youhearnomoreanyrollingbutthatofthecarriagesontheirwaytosomepartyofpleasure;youseeonlytheloungerorthelight…heartedpassingby;workhasgivenplacetoleisure。
noweachonemaybreatheafterthefierceracethroughthebusinessoftheday;andwhateverstrengthremainstohimhegivestopleasure!seetheballroomslightedup;thetheatresopen;theeating…shopsalongthewalkssetoutwithdainties;andthetwinklinglanternsofthenewspapercriers。decidedlyparishaslaidasidethepen;theruler;andtheapron;afterthedayspentinwork;itmusthavetheeveningforenjoyment;likethemastersofthebes;ithasputoffallseriousmattertilltomorrow。
ilovetotakepartinthishappyhour;nottomixinthegeneralgayety;buttocontemplateit。iftheenjoymentsofothersembitterjealousminds;theystrengthenthehumblespirit;theyarethebeamsofsunshine;whichopenthetwobeautifulflowerscalledtrustandhope。
althoughaloneinthemidstofthesmilingmultitude;idonotfeelmyselfisolatedfromit;foritsgayetyisreflecteduponme:itismyownkind;myownfamily;whoareenjoyinglife;anditakeabrothersshareintheirhappiness。weareallfellow…soldiersinthisearthlybattle;andwhatdoesitmatteronwhomthehonorsofthevictoryfall?
iffortunepassesbywithoutseeingus;andpoursherfavorsonothers;letusconsoleourselves;likethefriendofparmenio;bysaying;〃those;too;arealexanders。〃
whilemakingthesereflections;iwasgoingonaschancetookme。icrossedfromonepavementtoanother;iretracedmysteps;istoppedbeforetheshopsortoreadthehandbills。howmanythingstherearetolearninthestreetsofparis!whatamuseumitis!unknownfruits;foreignarms;furnitureofoldtimesorotherlands;animalsofallclimates;statuesofgreatmen;costumesofdistantnations!itistheworldseeninsamples!
letusthenlookatthispeople;whoseknowledgeisgainedfromtheshop…windowsandthetradesmansdisplayofgoods。nothinghasbeentaughtthem;buttheyhavearudenotionofeverything。theyhaveseenpineapplesatchevets;apalm…treeinthejardindesplantes;sugar…canessellingonthepont…neuf。theredskins;exhibitedinthevalentinehall;havetaughtthemtomimicthedanceofthebison;andtosmokethecalumetofpeace;theyhaveseencarterslionsfed;theyknowtheprincipalnationalcostumescontainedinbabinscollection;goupilsdisplayofprintshasplacedthetiger…huntsofafricaandthesittingsoftheenglishparliamentbeforetheireyes;theyhavebeeacquaintedwithqueenvictoria;theemperorofaustria;andkossuth;attheoffice…dooroftheillustratednews。wecancertainlyinstructthem;butnotastonishthem;fornothingispletelynewtothem。youmaytaketheparisragamuffinthroughthefivequartersoftheworld;andateverywonderwithwhichyouthinktosurprisehim;hewillsettlethematterwiththatfavoriteandconclusiveanswerofhisclass鈥斺�敗╥know。〃
butthisvarietyofexhibitions;whichmakesparisthefairoftheworld;doesnotoffermerelyameansofinstructiontohimwhowalksthroughit;itisacontinualspurforrousingtheimagination;afirststepoftheladderalwayssetupbeforeusinavision。whenweseethem;howmanyvoyagesdowetakeinimagination;whatadventuresdowedreamof;whatpicturesdowesketch!ineverlookatthatshopnearthechinesebaths;withitstapestryhangingsoffloridajessamine;andfilledwithmagnolias;withoutseeingtheforestgladesofthenewworld;describedbytheauthorofatala;openingthemselvesoutbeforeme。
then;whenthisstudyofthingsandthisdiscourseofreasonbegintotireyou;lookaroundyou!whatcontrastsoffiguresandfacesyouseeinthecrowd!whatavastfieldfortheexerciseofmeditation!ahalf…seenglance;orafewwordscaughtasthespeakerpassesby;openathousandvistastoyourimagination。youwishtoprehendwhattheseimperfectdisclosuresmean;and;astheantiquaryendeavorstodecipherthemutilatedinscriptiononsomeoldmonument;youbuildupahistoryonagestureoronaword!thesearethestirringsportsofthemind;whichfindsinfictionarelieffromthewearisomedullnessoftheactual。
alas!asiwasjustnowpassingbythecarriage…entranceofagreathouse;inoticedasadsubjectforoneofthesehistories。amanwassittinginthedarkestcorner;withhisheadbare;andholdingouthishatforthecharityofthosewhopassed。histhreadbarecoathadthatlookofneatnesswhichmarksthatdestitutionhasbeenmetbyalongstruggle。hehadcarefullybuttonedituptohidethewantofashirt。
hisfacewashalfhidunderhisgrayhair;andhiseyeswereclosed;asifhewishedtoescapethesightofhisownhumiliation;andheremainedmuteandmotionless。thosewhopassedhimtooknonoticeofthebeggar;whosatinsilenceanddarkness!theyhadbeensoluckyastoescapeplaintsandimportunities;andweregladtoturnawaytheireyestoo。
suddenlythegreatgateturnedonitshinges;andaverylowcarriage;lightedwithsilverlampsanddrawnbytwoblackhorses;cameslowlyout;andtooktheroadtowardthefaubourgst。germain。icouldjustdistinguish;within;thesparklingdiamondsandtheflowersofaball…dress;theglareofthelampspassedlikeabloodystreakoverthepalefaceofthebeggar;andshowedhislookashiseyesopenedandfollowedtherichmansequipageuntilitdisappearedinthenight。
idroppedasmallpieceofmoneyintothehathewasholdingout;andpassedonquickly。
ihadjustfallenunexpectedlyuponthetwosaddestsecretsofthediseasewhichtroublestheagewelivein:theenvioushatredofhimwhosufferswant;andtheselfishforgetfulnessofhimwholivesinaffluence。
alltheenjoymentofmywalkwasgone;ileftofflookingaboutme;andretiredintomyownheart。theanimatedandmovingsightinthestreetsgaveplacetoinwardmeditationuponallthepainfulproblemswhichhavebeenwrittenforthelastfourthousandyearsatthebottomofeachhumanstruggle;butwhicharepropoundedmoreclearlythaneverinourdays。
iponderedontheuselessnessofsomanycontests;inwhichdefeatandvictoryonlydisplaceeachotherbyturns;andonthemistakenzealotswhohaverepeatedfromgenerationtogenerationthebloodyhistoryofcainandabel;and;saddenedwiththesemournfulreflections;iwalkedonaschancetookme;untilthesilenceallaroundinsensiblydrewmeoutfrommyownthoughts。
ihadreachedoneoftheremotestreets;inwhichthosewhowouldliveinfortandwithoutostentation;andwholoveseriousreflection;delighttofindahome。therewerenoshopsalongthedimlylightedstreet;oneheardnosoundsbutofdistantcarriages;andofthestepsofsomeoftheinhabitantsreturningquietlyhome。
iinstantlyrecognizedthestreet;thoughihadbeenthereonlyoncebefore。
thatwastwoyearsago。iwaswalkingatthetimebythesideoftheseine;towhichthelightsonthequaysandbridgesgavetheaspectofalakesurroundedbyagarlandofstars;andihadreachedthelouvre;wheniwasstoppedbyacrowdcollectedneartheparapettheyhadgatheredroundachildofaboutsix;whowascrying;andiaskedthecauseofhistears。
〃itseemsthathewassenttowalkinthetuileries;〃saidamason;whowasreturningfromhisworkwithhistrowelinhishand;〃theservantwhotookcareofhimmetwithsomefriendsthere;andtoldthechildtowaitforhimwhilehewenttogetadrink;butisupposethedrinkmadehimmorethirsty;forhehasnoteback;andthechildcannotfindhiswayhome。〃
〃whydotheynotaskhimhisname;andwherehelives?〃
〃theyhavebeendoingitforthelasthour;butallhecansayis;thatheiscalledcharles;andthathisfatherismonsieurduval鈥斺�攖herearetwelvehundredduvalsinparis。〃
〃thenhedoesnotknowinwhatpartofthetownhelives?〃
〃ishouldnotthink;indeed!dontyouseethatheisagentlemanschild?hehasnevergoneoutexceptinacarriageorwithaservant;hedoesnotknowwhattodobyhimself。〃
herethemasonwasinterruptedbysomeofthevoicesrisingabovetheothers。
〃wecannotleavehiminthestreet;〃saidsome。
〃thechild…stealerswouldcarryhimoff;〃continuedothers。
〃wemusttakehimtotheoverseer。〃
〃ortothepolice…office。〃
〃thatsthethinge;littleone!〃
butthechild;frightenedbythesesuggestionsofdanger;andatthenamesofpoliceandoverseer;criedlouder;anddrewbacktowardtheparapet。invaintheytriedtopersuadehim;hisfearsmadehimresistthemore;andthemosteagerbegantogetweary;whenthevoiceofalittleboywasheardthroughtheconfusion。
〃iknowhimwell鈥斺�攊do;〃saidhe;lookingatthelostchild;〃hebelongsinourpartofthetown。〃
〃whatpartisit?〃
〃yonder;ontheothersideoftheboulevards鈥斺�攔uedesmagasins。〃
〃andyouhaveseenhimbefore?〃
〃yes;yes!hebelongstothegreathouseattheendofthestreet;wherethereisanirongatewithgiltpoints。〃
thechildquicklyraisedhishead;andstoppedcrying。thelittleboyansweredallthequestionsthatwereputtohim;andgavesuchdetailsasleftnoroomfordoubt。theotherchildunderstoodhim;forhewentuptohimasiftoputhimselfunderhisprotection。
〃thenyoucantakehimtohisparents?〃askedthemason;whohadlistenedwithrealinteresttothelittleboysaccount。
〃idontcareifido;〃repliedhe;〃itsthewayimgoing。〃
〃thenyouwilltakechargeofhim?〃
〃hehasonlytoewithme。〃
and;takingupthebaskethehadputdownonthepavement;hesetofftowardthepostern…gateofthelouvre。
thelostchildfollowedhim。
〃ihopehewilltakehimright;〃saidi;whenisawthemgoaway。
〃neverfear;〃repliedthemason;〃thelittleoneintheblouseisthesameageastheother;but;asthesayingis;heknowsblackfromwhite;poverty;yousee;isafamousschoolmistress!〃
thecrowddispersed。formypart;iwenttowardthelouvre;thethoughtcameintomyheadtofollowthetwochildren;soastoguardagainstanymistake。
iwasnotlonginovertakingthem;theywerewalkingsidebyside;talking;andalreadyquitefamiliarwitheachother。thecontrastintheirdressthenstruckme。littleduvalworeoneofthosefancifulchildrensdresseswhichareexpensiveaswellasingoodtaste;hiscoatwasskilfullyfittedtohisfigure;histrouserscamedowninplaitsfromhiswaisttohisbootsofpolishedleatherwithmother…of…pearlbuttons;andhisringletswerehalfhidbyavelvetcap。theappearanceofhisguide;onthecontrary;wasthatoftheclasswhodwellontheextremebordersofpoverty;butwhotheremaintaintheirgroundwithnosurrender。hisoldblouse;patchedwithpiecesofdifferentshades;indicatedtheperseveranceofanindustriousmotherstrugglingagainstthewearandtearoftime;histrouserswerebeetooshort;andshowedhisstockingsdarnedoverandoveragain;anditwasevidentthathisshoeswerenotmadeforhim。
thecountenancesofthetwochildrenwerenotlessdifferentthantheirdress。thatofthefirstwasdelicateandrefined;hisclearblueeye;hisfairskin;andhissmilingmouthgavehimacharminglookofinnocenceandhappiness。thefeaturesoftheother;onthecontrary;hadsomethingroughinthem;hiseyewasquickandlively;hisplexiondark;hissmilelessmerrythanshrewd;allshowedamindsharpenedbytooearlyexperience;hewalkedboldlythroughthemiddleofthestreetsthrongedbycarriages;andfollowedtheircountlessturningswithouthesitation。
ifound;onaskinghim;thateverydayhecarrieddinnertohisfather;whowasthenworkingontheleftbankoftheseine;andthisresponsibledutyhadmadehimcarefulandprudent。hehadlearnedthosehardbutforciblelessonsofnecessitywhichnothingcanequalorsupplytheplaceof。unfortunately;thewantsofhispoorfamilyhadkepthimfromschool;andheseemedtofeeltheloss;forheoftenstoppedbeforetheprintshops;andaskedhispaniontoreadhimthenamesoftheengravings。inthiswaywereachedtheboulevardbonnenouvelle;whichthelittlewandererseemedtoknowagain。notwithstandinghisfatigue;hehurriedon;hewasagitatedbymixedfeelings;atthesightofhishouseheutteredacry;andrantowardtheirongatewiththegiltpoints;aladywhowasstandingattheentrancereceivedhiminherarms;andfromtheexclamationsofjoy;andthesoundofkisses;isoonperceivedshewashismother。
notseeingeithertheservantorchildreturn;shehadsentinsearchofthemineverydirection;andwaswaitingfortheminintenseanxiety。
iexplainedtoherinafewwordswhathadhappened。shethankedmewarmly;andlookedroundforthelittleboywhohadrecognizedandbroughtbackherson;butwhileweweretalking;hehaddisappeared。
itwasforthefirsttimesincethenthatihadeintothispartofparis。didthemothercontinuegrateful?hadthechildrenmetagain;andhadthehappychanceoftheirfirstmee